If I can't be with you

I am so happy right now

Sophie's Point of View

I was in the bathroom, combing my hair, while Ross was behind me and dried off. How can anyone be so sexy, I thought, while I was looking at him in the mirror. He looked up at me and put his towel around his waist. He smiled questioning.

"Just enjoying the view" I said to him. He put his arms around me and laid his head on my shoulder.

"I understand that," he said, "I am really good looking and sexy as well." I smirked.

"Can you read my mind?"

"Was it that, what you were thinking?" he asked. I nodded, but stayed silent. He kissed my cheek and then left the bathroom to get dressed. As soon as he left the bathroom and wasn't staying with me anymore, I got insecure.

"What am I doing?" I asked myself quietly. "This is so wrong, I could lose my job and then I can't pay the bills. I should definitely stop it right now!"

"Did you say anything, babe?" Ross asked from the bedroom. He called me babe, and I couldn't ignore the feeling this little word left inside my body. I can't leave him right now. We just have to keep it to ourselves, so that Andre won't notice anything. I was arguing so hard with myself, that I didn't recognize, that Ross came back into the bathroom.

"Soph, you didn't answer. Is everything alright?" I looked at him surprised and then shrugged my shoulders.

"You're questioning yourself, what we are doing, right?" he asked me, "Don't do this. Everything will work out the way it is supposed to be. I really like you and want to be with you."

"You can read me so easily, how is this possible!?" I replied.

"It's just, because I was watching you every day for over a month now and I have the feeling I know every single part of your face and how you look, when you have different feelings. Now let's get you dressed and then we grab some breakfast at the pier and after that we go to the beach."

I put my wet hair in a messy bun and went into the guest bedroom, where my suitcase was. I put on my turquoise bikini and a white and gray striped shirt with blue shorts. I wanted to go back to the bathroom to finish with my make up, when Ross said.

"You don't need any make up, you are so beautiful without it. And by the way, we're going to the beach and you don't need any make up there." He winked at me. A few minutes later, after packing everything for the beach, we left the house to get some breakfast. We walked hand in hand to the pier and found a small, nice looking cafe. We went inside and a waitress came up to us to get our orders.

"I would like to have the fresh fruits and a really big coffee" I ordered.

"The big coffee for me as well, but she doesn't have the fresh fruits, she gets the waffles. She loves waffles, she just ordered the fresh fruits, because she doesn't want to get fat, as if this would ever be possible. I take the pancakes" Ross quoted. The waitress smiled, winked at me and left our table to bring our order to the kitchen.

"How dare you? And how do you know, that I like waffles so much?" I frowned at him.

"Like I said, I watched you for the last month and you told Rydel, that you love waffles, because every sunday when you were a kid, your dad made you waffles. I know a lot of things about you" he replied with a huge grin on his face.

"Maybe, but you don't know everything about me" I said with a half smile.

"We can change that" was his only answer to this.

The waitress came back with our order and I got a really big plate with waffles, fresh berries and whipped cream. Ross's plate wasn't smaller and he had three pancakes on it. I started to laugh as I saw his shocked face. Soon he laughed as well.

"Maybe we should have only got the waffles" he said laughing. I took my fork and tried the waffles, they were delicious.

"NO CHANCE! I'm not sharing these, they are perfect!" He smiled at me and tried his pancakes as well.

"You're right, the food is delicious, but now let me try your waffles." I was trying to protect my plate, while he was trying to get a bite of my waffles. Soon he succeeded and put a bite of my waffles into his mouth.

"Mmmmhhhhh, these waffles are really good" he said to me with his mouth still full. I laughed at him. Soon, we were stuffed and didn't even ate the half of our plates. Ross leaned back in his seat, rubbing his stomach and smiled slightly at me.

"So, when do we have to get back, Boss?" he asked me.

"Tomorrow in the morning. You have another interview tomorrow afternoon and then you have to get back for your audition for the movie. So our flight is leaving Miami early in the morning. We meet your family at the airport, they getting us with the bus and then we drive to the interview."

"What would I do without you? I would probably forget all my appointments. At least we have one day off and I can enjoy it with my girl" he replied. A big smile came across my face.

"Your girl?"

"Yeah my girl. Or wouldn't you agree on that. I mean, we didn't talk about our relationship, but after what happened last night and this morning again, I thought we are in a relationship" he mumbled. I stopped him right there with a kiss.

"We are in a relationship. You are my boyfriend and I am your girl." He was happy. You could see it in his face. We paid for the breakfast and then left the cafe. We went to the beach and made us ready to tan a little bit.

"Tonight, I want to go out with you, ok!?" he said, "before we can't show this anymore in public." I agreed. We had a wonderful day at the beach and even a better date in the evening. He was so courteous and charming the whole night. Soon we went to bed, because we got really tired. I laid in his arms, my head on his chest and he was already sleeping. Before I fell asleep I thought about tomorrow, when we got back to the others. Would they notice? I can't let this happen.