Marvel Imagines

Arguments [STEVE ROGERS]

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I walked through the compound, grabbing my jacket as i walked towards the garage. "where are you going?" Tony asked me. He was sitting on an armchair opposite the fire place. I looked at him sadly before gritting my teeth. "just out, need some fresh air" i said hoping he wouldn't pry. "we're surrounded by fields Y/N" he said and i nodded. "steve asked me to meet him" i said quietly. Tony looked up at me sadly. He was the guilt rushing through me. "don't feel like you need to keep secrets" Tony said as he stood up and walked towards me. I nodded as he wrapped me in a side hug before dismissing me. "go, you'll keep him waiting" he said and i nodded. "just so you know, the only reason i'm going is so i can shout at him" i said looked up at Tony. He looked at me shocked, but soon sent me an appreciated smile and a nod and i walked out the door.

It had been a couple of weeks after the fight ended between Steve and Tony. I was team Tony despite my close relationship with Steve. Me and Tony had been best friends for years and i thought he was doing what was right. Steve had texted me earlier that day and i reluctantly decided to meet up with him. Despite Steve being right about protecting Bucky, the lives he risked and the decisions he made i did not condone, especially after how angry i was when i saw the state Tony was in when he came back from Russia.

I need you to hear me out,
please.

3pm
Brooklyn Hotel
Room 172

- Steve x

Through the whole drive to the address Steve gave me, i was consumed in my own thoughts. Was this even the right choice to make? As i pulled up, i turned the engine off and took a deep breath in. I grabbed my phone and stepped out of the car, locking it behind me and walking inside.

I knocked on the door with a shaky breath. The door opened and Steve stood there. He breathed out a sigh of relief and hugged me tightly. I didn't respond at first, but stood wrapped my arms around his shoulders. "i'm sorry i hurt you, i couldn't risk loosing you" Steve said. He was referring to how he cut me off completely during the accords and was continuously rude. I didn't know what else to say but i pulled away from his hug, saddened by the loss of warmth but i needed to collect my thoughts. "where is he?" i asked softly, looking around the room. "not here" Steve replies. I looked up at him and crossed my arms. "why didn't you tell him?" i asked harshly. "who?" Steve questioner and i glared at him. "why didn't you tell Tony that Bucky killed his parents?" i asked harshly. "i couldn't! and i didn't know it was Bucky, i just knew Hydra had something to do with it" Steve said and i sighed, pacing up and down. "i just don't understand how things got so out of hand! You beat the shit out of him Steve. He was a broke man" i said sadly and he looked down at me, placing his hands on my shoulders. "i tried my hardest not to hurt him, but he wouldn't back down" he said and i rolled my eyes and how stubborn Tony is. "i had to protect buck" Steve added which made me scoff. "of course you did" i mumbled and Steve looked at me with a glare. "like you wouldn't do the same for Tony? your loyalty to him is blinding and to be honestly, frankly annoying. Why can't you see-" i cut him off. "don't you dare try and turn this around on me Steve. Mine and Tony's friendship is far more complicated than you could even begin to comprehend" i snapped at him. "plus i didn't kill somebodies parents" i added and Steve shook his head. "why did you want me here?" i asked and he soon replied instantly, snapping at me. "why did you come?" he said. I looked him hurt as i ran my hand through my hair. "because somewhere deep down i was hoping there was a fucking good reason as to why you turned on him. Tony hasn't been put first by many people in his life and just when he thought you two were on the same page and had a stable, trustworthy friendship you blew it in his face, running back to your old best friend. You're the definition of sticking with what your used to. Get with the modern day Steve, there's no Bucky, no Peggy and no wars to fight in" i said harshly. I saw the hurt in his eyes once i'd mentioned Peggy and i instantly felt bad, but i didn't go back on my word. "we're leaving the country for a bit, i just wanted to tell you" Steve said, standing up and walked towards the door. I looked at him, seeing his jaw clenched. I stood my ground as i walked behind him slowly. "send me a postcard" i mumbled quietly. "i thought you of all people would understand" Steve said, looking down at me with betrayal in his eyes. "i understand you thought you were doing the right thing, what i don't understand is your inability to admit you made mistakes. at the end of the day Steve, you and Bucky BOTH beat the shit out of Tony for him reacting in a normal way to hearing Buck killed his parents and you, his most trusted friend, kept that from him" i said, turned on my heel and leaving. I refused to look back, mainly because of the tears streaming down my cheek. I'd just lost Steve and god knows when i'd next see him considering he's still technically a criminal to the government.

Steve watched as you walked away, his heart breaking all over again. He was to stubborn to admit he agreed with you, but he was too far into this mess now.

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