I arrived at home sweet home. I am just so excited I can't stop smiling, and its all because of you, Natali.
I feel like I should pass by your house to see what's been going on so far. I mean I need to know that you are okay, and that your good. I haven't seen you in many days love, and that makes me depressed.
It is 6 A.M. and I am kind of feeling sleepy, but I am don't care about that. I have to stop by your house, and see you sleeping in your lovely Pjs, with your messy hair and exposed breasts. I have to see you sweet Angel and see your face, for sake.
I organized my stuff in my apartment, and headed my way towards you. After some time, I am finally at your house, and boy I am happy.
My heart jumps with excitement, and I cant wait to see your face when you see me again. To tell you that I love you, and that my intentions with Sarah were nothing compared to you.
Now that I am thinking about Sarah, I have to call her, to apologize for being a dick. I don't want her to think I just fucking used her, even though I kind of did, but I am gentlemen.
I called her and she picks up," Joe??". She sounds so surprised I bet.
" Sarah hey, want to meet today. I need to tell you something" I say.
She doesn't respond, I hear her talking to someone else and is shutting them up.
" Hey are you ok?" I ask.
" I-I, yes fuck, ohhhh, I-I. Fuck I am. Call you later" Then she hungs up.
I start to angry, who the fuck was that? Who was she moaning all over, damn did she use me?
Wow, that is my lesson. But I have different plans, I am going to see you Natali.
I knock on the door, hoping that she would wake up, and smile when she opens the door.
This girl opens up.
I become shocked. Who is she?
She rolls her eyes.
" Hello? Who are you?" She asks.
I have to look polite and nice, what if this is her sibling or a friend, I can't make a bad impression.
" I am Joe Goldberg, I was looking for Natali" I say politely.
I see her bite her nails.
" Oh shit, um she actually moved like a week ago." She reveals.
I widen my eyes.
" Excuse me?" I ask again to make sure I was hearing right.
" Yeah, umm, she moved and I bought this place" She says in a pity tone.
I turn around and scream silently.
What. The. Fuck. Why would you do that to me?
I turn back around and face the nice young girl.
" Do you have an idea where she might be?" I asked hoping she had an answer.
" Yea, I-" Then she covers her mouth.
" I cant tell you, I dont know who you are" She says, then she closed the door on me.
Rude bitch. Now this is a mood killer, I thought this would be the perfect timing to tell you Natali, that I love you unlike anybody else. But it looks like you want to be away from me.
I looked you up on socal media to see if it's that you met a new guy, and that you moved because you feel pity for me.
I looked you up everywhere and there you were, you didn't block me which means you still love me.
I take a deep breathe and called you.
" This number is not available or not in ser-"
I hang up.
Okay, seriously what is going on you? Did you change numbers? Is it that you don't want to hear me from me?
I lokoed back on Instagram and texted you to see what was wrong. And I waited for your response.
~25 mins later~
Nothing. What is wrong? I am starting to get desperate, I need to know that you are okay. I decided to walk around my neighborhood, and walked inside the library to see my employees.
When I saw a girl, with curly hair as a cashier.
My heart begins to beat faster, and I start to smile.
I know its you, Natali. Your gorgeous hair and your necklace, is easy for to me to target you.
I walk up to you and I see you smile.
" Joe?" She asks surprised.
" Natali, I-I have been looking for you" I say in a low tone.
" Yeah, I have moved place, I umm living an a hotel, I don't have as much money because of my parents, so decided to move and my phone doesn't work. I have to pay the bills soon" She says exhausted.
" Ohh, okay so you decided to work here?" I ask.
" Yeah, I was actually started here like 2 days ago. I was looking for you to train me and all that but the owner of the place said you went to travel"
Fuck. I forgot about that. I left a voicemail to my boss telling him that I wouldn't be at work, and that I was traveling somewhere. Fuck. I know you will get suspicious Natali, I can feel it.
" Ohh, yeah one of my cousins had reached out to me, he needed help" I lied.
I see her squint her eyes, but nodded.
" You don't have to explain" She says. Then she looks down at the floor.
" Have you needed any help with Gatsby" I ask, trying to make conversation.
" No, I have started to understand it" She says.
Again with the silence.
" Have you seen the news?" She asks me.
I pretend to not know what she is about to tell me.
" No, I am not really a fan of watching news" I say.
" Rafael's dad is dead." She says with a cold expression.
" Oh really, wow" I said, in a fake surprised tone.
" Yeah, some man killed him and Rafael too" She says without looking up at me.
" Natali, I am so sorry. I didn't know that, I should have stayed to console you" I say in a sad tone.
I am sorry, love. I know how much you loved Rafael, but he was just hurting you without even knowing it. I had to take care of him, because you deserve someone better and loyal then him, and that person is,
me.
Hello everyone sorry to keep this chapter a little short, hoped you enjoyed it. Good afternoon and take care. :)
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