serendipity x shawn mendes

eleven

GASP GUYS I JUST GOT THE IDEA TO MAKE SAMANTHA AND MATT PUNK K BYE

• andrea •

It was Thursday and I still haven't asked Shawn if he wanted to come to the party tomorrow. In fact, after that night I didn't text him back, he hasn't talked to me. I really wanted to text him back and tell him all about why I was sad. I really just wanted him to comfort me, but for some reason I couldn't tell him.

I couldn't stop crying the other night, and that's why I didn't text Shawn. I overheard Madison and Teala telling my mom how big of a mistake it was to adopt me, and I just lost it. I locked myself in my room and cried for hours.

It wasn't necessarily the things that they said that made me cry, it was everything. I basically let my thoughts lead me to crying.

I wanted to leave school so bad right now. I would actually do anything not to be here, so I decided to ask Matthew at lunch if we could leave. Lunch was in ten minutes and I thought I could wait that long.

I took out my phone and finally texted Shawn. I wanted to occupy myself for the next ten minutes, and I also really wanted to talk to him.

Andrea: hey.

Shawn: Hey.

I bit my lip, staring at my phone screen.

Andrea: what are you doing tomorrow? since it's halloween & all

Shawn: I have nothing planned. I was supposed to spend it with Bella , but you know what happened there. I might just ask my dad if I can work .

Andrea: you're going to spend halloween working at the pharmacy? :-(

Shawn: I got nothing else to do andrea.

Andrea: hangout with me.

There, I did it, and now it's time for lunch. Well that went by quickly. I seemed to be feeling better for some reason after I texted Shawn. Maybe I won't go home.

I met up with Matt and Sam at the table we normally sit at and text Shawn back right away without greeting my friends.

Shawn: You hate me though.

Andrea: tru but we can still hang and maybe i'll hate you a little less

Shawn: Andrea...

Andrea: hm?

Shawn: Do you actually hate me ?

"Who're you texting?" Matthew's voice makes me look up from my phone. He's trying to peer over the table to look at my phone, but I move it away from his sight.

"Shawn." I reply casually, trying not to blush.

Samantha speaks up, "Do you have a little crush on him or something?"

Before I can even respond, Matthew answers for me in a defensive tone. "No! Of course she doesn't, Andrea doesn't get crushes on people. Right?"

I raise my eyebrows at him in confusion. He was acting kind of weird. I mean, he is a weird boy but this is a different kind of weird. "Uh... right."

"Did you ask him if he wanted to come to the party with us?" Sam changes the subject.

"Not yet, I'm about to."

"You know, maybe it isn't a good idea for you to ask him," Matt says with a small frown. He wipes away his frown before it was even there for two seconds. "You've never hung out with him before. Maybe the first time you do shouldn't be all the way in Chicago."

"Matt, I know him really well. It will be fine." I assure him and he looks down at his food. "Do you not want him to come or something?"

"No, it's just... nothing. He can come." he then stands up and I assume he's going to throw away his food but he doesn't take it with him.

"What's that all about?" I ask Sam after he stormed off.

"Isn't it obvious?" She rolls her eyes. "He's crushing on you."

I widen my eyes. "No he isn't! That can't be true."

"Andrea, he's been crushing ever since that kiss." she says like it should be obvious.

I shake my head quickly. Matthew and I kissed over a month ago, and I thought we were over it. We were both drunk anyway. I am really attracted to Matt, but not in the relationship type of way.

I don't say anything to Sam and remember that I need to text Shawn back. It made me upset that he thought I really hated him.

Andrea: of course i don't actually hate you. if i hated you i wouldn't talk to you this much.

Shawn: Yeah true . but if you didn't hate me, you would actually text me back.

Andrea: the point is i don't hate you. okay? now do you wanna come to a party with me and my two friends tomorrow?

Shawn: Party?

Andrea: yes. it's in chicago tho

Shawn: You go to parties in chicago ?

Andrea: yeah so?????

Shawn: your only 14

Andrea: so what. i'm almost 15.

I was getting kind of annoyed with him. I hated that everyone I talk to can annoy me at some point. Shawn didn't annoy me in a bad way though, he just asked too many questions and sometimes he could be really dumb. But if I'm being honest, I kinda thought it was cute.

Shawn: Sure I'll go if it means we can finally hangout

xxx