300k I'm gonna cry
It had 290 earlier
Chaerin sat up on her bed, the silence ringing in her ears as she mulled over what happened.
Over the span of a few days she had met them all- every memory hitting her and frankly, it was draining.
She was on edge, overwhelmed and her mind kept flashing back to when Jisung's demon self hovered over her with his eyes full of bloodlust and fangs wanting to drain the blood out of her.
She felt guilty for feeling scared but she was only human.
It was clear to say her being human affected him and it was putting a strain on their relationship- him not able to be near her for every long and she was on edge of when it could spike next.
Then she thought about Jeno, he hadn't spoken to her since- avoiding her with the last message being he was going to give her space or stay out of her life for good- he was genuinely apologetic.
Chaerin's mind flashed back to the day she found out her and Jisung were bonded. She didn't die because she was a half blood.
She knew if he bit a human, they'd die.
There was no way for her to become a Demon- she was pretty sure it couldn't happen.Was the constant inner battle with his demonic side worth the relationship- they both feared he could act out of Impulse.
Was it worth it?
He had actually visited her today at her dorm room, both of them spending time together watching a drama when it happened.
He pushed her off of his chest as the overwhelming feeling of draining her blood came over him and he rushed to the bathroom with his eyes bloodshot and fangs sharpened.
Chaerin sat on the bed, discarding the laptop to the side as she was stuck in her own thoughts.
Was it worth it?
It wouldn't work in the long run, it was impossible.Chaerin didn't even notice Jisung had entered the room, eyes falling to the girl who spaced out.
They were both thinking the same thing and it killed him.
Jisung sat on the bed next to her, hand on her leg to bring her out of the deep racing thoughts."What are you thinking about love?" He asked softly, wanting to burst out crying or raging out in anger because he knew exactly what she was thinking.
Chaerin glanced at him and shook her head with a smile on her lips.
"Nothing, I was just waiting for you so we could watch the drama."You see she could have been a better liar if it wasn't for her wavering voice and eyes that wouldn't stay on Jisung for long.
He sighed, lowering his head as he bit his lip- thinking it over.
Not long after he felt her small hand caressing the back of his neck in worry."What's wrong Sung?"
Jisung looked up and took his time in raking his eyes over her every feature before he leant forward, hand resting on her cheek as their lips met.It wasn't anything heated or rushed yet instead it was quite slow and passionate- almost like it would be their last kiss.
During the moment her arms had joined behind his neck, thumb brushing over the warmth of his skin as she savoured the close proximity.
Eventually they broke away and she rested her forhead on his with her eyes shut.
He could hear her heart beating rapidly in her chest and she bit her lip before speaking."I know it bothers you," she began. "It's hard to control yourself around me especially now I'm Human."
He didn't say anything, knowing it was true but couldn't do anything about it.
"I can't turn into a Demon even if you bit me baby," she whispered, not wanting to get emotional as it seemed as though their relationship was coming to an end.Jisung leant back slightly so he could see her face.
"Would you want to...ever become one if you had to option?""If it meant being with you then I'd do anything to Jisung."
Well isn't that cute
But like are they breaking up 😲😔
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