Weird Times

A moment to wallow

I question my feelings at the moment.
Am I jealous, or am I afraid?

March has been fine so far. February felt like forever, like it was never going to end. And now that we're in March, it's kinda weird. My classes also ended, and that has really messed me up. Whatever tho.

I'm tired. I'm tired everyday. Even if I get sleep I always feel tired, and just sleepy. I don't want to go to school at all. I remember when I actually cared about grades, and now I could care less. Honestly this grade has really sucked everything from me. If it weren't for a few people, I would just... well I guess nothing, it's not like I can just leave, god I hate school.

Everyone talks about their future, they've got a plan, or a goal of some kind. But right now it just gone for me. I've given up on any plans for the future. I'm just going to ride this out, and see what life gives me.

Look I have many words that fill up my head. I can express them through these words, that are just singular letters put together. But anyway sometime that hard, to write, and to tell. I have some many words I wish to tell, but all they do is just end up gone. So if I'll say anything to stay, is that I'm sorry.