Weird Times

Ribs

These last few months haven't felt real. It's going so slow, but at the same time so fast. It all seems like a blur. I can't even remember what I did last week.

When this whole thing started, I wanted to be off school, I thought the ides was nice. Now it's just a bitter mess.

How the hell am I expected to go into high school in a few months. It may be online, but that's not the point. It never hit me that these years are slowly drifting away, and holy shit is that scary. I'm almost done with my education, and I've never been more lost.

Honestly I feel so much more lonely than usual. I miss my friends, I just do. But thinking about makes me feel horrible inside, people are dying, and I'm complaining about not seeing people.

Lorde was right, it is scary getting old.