Bang Bang Bang.
"Are you ready? Jesus, you've been in there for years." Becca yelled, banging on the bathroom door.
"Your exaggerating." I said opening the door.
"For fuck sake can you please smile, your making me miserable."
I smiled sarcastically at her.
I'd been here for four days and I was lost, and yes I'd been moping around feeling sorry for myself, but I just didn't know where to go from here.
"Everyone will be arriving shortly." She said.
I sighed, I didn't feel like being at a party. "How many people?"
"I dunno." She shrugged.
Great.
"You look fabulous Kyles, honestly you do and who knows, maybe you can have another round of sex with Matt." She smirked.
Maybe, but I didn't think so. I hadn't layed eyes on him since I'd been in LA.
"I don't think so." I said.
"Bullshit." She said grabbing my hand. "Let's go and get ridiculously drunk."
She dragged me downstairs and handed me a beer. I had to admit it tasted pretty damn good and maybe getting drunk was what I needed.
Everyone started arriving and talking and catching up kept me busy. I found myself feeling a little tipsy as I stood there talking to Johnny.
"You broke up?" I asked him again.
"Yeah, I dunno, she was fucking some other guy." He said.
Hell, I knew exactly how he felt.
"But your Johnny Christ."
He shrugged. "Apparently she didn't care who I was, so I guess we're in the same boat Kyles."
I still couldn't believe it, who knew Danielle would turn out to be such a two timing slut.
"Here." Becca said, shoving a shot in my face. "Drink it."
I opened my mouth to protest but she glared at me so I quickly threw it down.
"Aww poor little Johnny." Becca said putting her arm around him.
"I'm sure I'll be fine." He laughed.
I wish I could say the same, I thought looking around, and where the hell was Matt?
Oh no I wasn't going there again or was I? I was drunk and now I was feeling confused.
"Fuck will you smile." Becca said.
I plastered on my fake smile and looked at her.
"That's better."
"I'm going to get shit faced." Johnny said walking off and heading towards the other guys.
"Having fun?" Becca asked me.
"I guess so, I think this is what I needed, a bit of fun."
She gave me her 'I told you so' look.
"Ladies." Jimmy said, walking over and handing us another drink.
"Thanks." I told him.
"What the actual fuck." Becca suddenly said.
She was looking over towards the door with a pissed off look on her face.
"I never said he could bring anybody."
I followed her gaze straight to Matt, who had apparently just arrived with the most gorgeous woman I'd ever seen.
"Who the fuck is that?" Becca snapped at Jim.
He just shrugged. "No idea babe."
I looked at them and they made such a stunning couple, I felt like an ugly frump compared to her.
"Fuck." Becca said. "You okay?" She asked.
"Yeah, why wouldn't I be."
"Asshole." Becca hissed.
I looked back over at them and I felt sick and embarrassed and I just wanted to go to my room.
Oh no, I thought putting my drink down and heading for the stairs, please don't let this be happening.
Oh but it definitely was happening.
I was fucking jealous.
