You close your eyes ever night wonder to yourself how in the world any could ever love this person who you are. This mess that you are. Every time you look into the mirror all you see is this failure that never seems to do anything right. You sit there in the shower crying hoping that one day all the pain of failing or being this person in who you are would just change. That one day you would wake up and be a completely different person.
A strong smart remarkable girl with beautiful long brown hair and captivating dark brown eyes that everyone loves. A girl that every guy fights over to be with and be friends with. For once you'd be the "It" girl that everyone was talking about in a good way not in the ways that you are so used too.
But then you wake up from what was an amazing dream to find yourself still in the same hole that you have been in for years with no escape. You try to act like nothing bothers you but everything does. Why couldn't you be born like all the other beautiful girls that no one makes fun of. But instead your the girl that everyone laughs at, that everyone calls a freak just because you are a little mentally unstable due to how you were raised.
Every flaw makes you who you are and most people are terrified to show their true selves in fear of being made out to be a freak
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That girl
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