tia💘 yo can we hang out tonight i'm trynna get lit ash
ale🥺 yo fr bet, who's house we staying at ??
roshaun🖤 my parents aren't home
alvaro🥵 so we're staying at roshauns
kairi💕 sounds like a plan
tia💘 babe?
ale🥺 🤢🤢🤢
bv✨💘 sorry lmfao, i was responding to comments yes i'm 100% down
tia💘 i'll pick you up?
ale🥺 might as well take me love i live right beside ur beloved bv
tia💘 god fuck alejandro 😭
bv✨💘
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roshaun🖤 u and ur fucking pics 😭
ale🥺 looks like kairi
kairi💕 thanks babe
ale🥺 anytime lover
bv✨💘 i always knew u two were a little fruity
tia💘 i-
alvaro🥵 she's not wrong
ale🥺 chile 😭
tia💘 i'm on my way duckers
tia💘 duck fuckers
tia💘 *fuck fuckers geez
ale🥺 when he can spell 😍
tia💘 i'm leaving your ass at home
ale🥺 i sorry papi
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"you wanna come to the bathroom?" mattia asks me
it's currently 3:30 in the morning and we're all high out of our minds. roshaun is talking to some random guy from our school. alvaro is passed out on the beanbag like usual. kairi is cuddled up next to alejandro scrolling through tiktok and ale is asleep.
i nod and he grabs my wrist leading me into roshauns small guestbathroom in the basement of his house. roshauns house is super nice, it's one of the ones of the north side of town while ale and i live on the southside. it's a two story with a pool and hot tub in the back.
mattia carefully closes the door behind us, "i brought you something." he smirks
he reaches into his his pullover pocket and pull out a small plastic bag of a white substance that makes my nose twitch just looking at it, "i know you love it." he hands me the bag
he was right. i do love it. i can't stop loving it. that's part of what my songs about, is battling a drug addiction at such a young age that no one knows about. the first time i snorted coke, mattia happened to be the one giving it to me, freshman year.
i hesitatingly take the bag and pour a small line and straightening it with a credit card mattia had handy. i roll a dollar bill up and place my nose over top of it. i take a deep breath and the bill goes over top the substance making me sniff and breath out.
"i knew you couldn't resist." he smiles
he was right again. i couldn't resist it anymore. it's like a meal to me, but the meal makes you skinny and feel happy on the inside.
"come here." he says opening his arms out. i reach for a hug from him but he pushes my head down to his sweatpants. eventhough i didn't want to, i'm sure you can gather what happened next.
all i remember from the rest of the night is mattia and i cuddled in roshauns guest bedroom and we both fell asleep. he had his arms wrapped around me and it was so cute. our one year anniversary is a week and we're both super excited, though i won't be here which kinda sucks. i'll be in north carolina with my friend ryan for her eighteenth birthday. we planned this wayyyyyyy before mattia and i started dating. he understands though, we'll just celebrate when i get home.
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an this sucks so i'm so sorry. it'll get better tho :) and it probably doesn't make sense, but briars been doing coke since she was a freshman.
