Bella's pov
Once I get back to the dorm room I pour some water on a cloth and place it on my cut.
Oh god it hurts. I'm so stupid.
Before I have a chance to even turn on my music there's a knock at the door. Noah followed me?
I take the cloth off of my stomach and open the door.
I am surprised to see Seth standing there.
"What's up?" I ask casually
"We are going to talk." he states walking into the room, he closes the door right then and sits down.
"Make yourself at home...?" I say sitting on the floor as well
"I know what you did when you ran here to get valve oil" he puts air quotes around valve oil.
"I got valve oil." I lie.
"No you didn't Bella." he says looking me in the eye. I stare back.
He then looks around my room and points to the trash can.
"Bloody napkin. pack of razors on the ground. you self harmed" he says making me scared.
"I had a bloody noes and that's for shaving" I try to convince him.
"Bella I know you did."
Seth lifts up his shirt, on his six pack lies three cuts.
"This one." he points to one "for the pain of loneliness."
"This one." hen points to another one "being me"
"And this one" he points to the third one "for being so stupid for making the first too."
I lift my shirt up in the least sexual way revealing my medium size cut.
"Courtney was removed from the marching lemurs for saying to kill yourself. her mom picked her up." seth says.
"I regret doing that so much" I say referring to the cut.
***
Once I go back to lunch there is still about 20 minuets left.
"Are you okay?" Noah asks
"Yeah." I give him a thumbs up.
He doesn't seem convinced
"Stomach ache" I tell him.
"Okay. wanna go practice sousaphone with me?" He asks
We're the only one on the field, we end up taking like a gazillion photos rather than practicing Sousa.
Soon Ian comes skipping over dragging Aj
"THERES MY BAES!" Ian yells
"Did we walk in on some Sousa sex?" Aj asks
"No you walked in on a photo shoot." I laugh,
Before we know it its a sousaphone photo shoot. woow.
