Secret Lovers (A Jordan Knight Fanfiction)

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Did he just say he loves me? Harper thinks about it, No way, I heard him wrong. She gets off her bed, leaving Jordan laying facedown next to where she'd just been. He must have already fallen asleep. She looks back at him, he still hasn't moved. He really wore himself out, she giggles at her own wobbly legs, guess he wore her out too. She'd let him sleep while she showers, then she'd wake him and send him home. Tonight was after all supposed to be just a quickie. Giving him one more look, laying there in all his naked gloriousness, she wondered to herself, What if he had said he loved me? Would that have been so bad? He is pretty wonderful. I like spending time with him. The sex is fucking fanominal. And I am getting used to having him around. I mean I really do like him, a lot. Oh God Harper stop being stupid, you barely know him, this isn't love. It's just not. She stares at him a moment longer, smiles, then goes into the bathroom for a shower.

Jordan rolls over onto his back as soon as he hears the bathroom door shut. What had he just done? He covers his face with his hands. Fuck what did I do? Why the fuck did I tell her I love her? She didn't even say anything back. Fuck I just fucked this up. You're pathetic Knight. He sits up and starts to dress as quickly as he can. He wants to get out of here before she gets out of the shower. He'll save her the trouble of having to tell him she doesn't love him. He's looking for his other shoe when the bathroom door opens.

Stream rolls out around her. She's wearing nothing but a towel. Jordan can't help but glance up from looking for his shoe to take in her legs, glistening with little droplets of water beading up on them. He has the urge to run his hands up her legs, underneath that towel of hers.

"What are you looking for?" She asks him.

"I can't find my other shoe." He goes back to looking for his shoe, never meeting Harper's eyes. "Were you just going to leave while I was in the shower?" She asks him as she sits on the bed. His eyes move up to her wet shoulders, waters still dripping off her hair onto her bare shoulders and back. Finally his eyes meet hers. She takes his hand and pulls him down to sit on the bed with her. He looks at her hand holding onto his. Her other hand caresses his cheek, ,"Jordan, what's the matter?"

"Nothing babe, I just know you wanted me to come and then go..Haha pun intended. Now I've lost my shoe. I'll be like Cinderella leaving the ball when I leave here."

"What if I asked you to stay with me tonight?"

"No, Harper you said you needed to concentrate on your training and I'd just distract you." He'd love to stay the night with her, but his pride is hurt. He needed to go home a lick his wounds. He wasn't upset with her, he was upset with himself for being dumb enough to think a woman like Harper could ever have feelings for a man like him.

Harper crawls into Jordan's lap, straddling him. She brings her lips to his, kissing him softly. Her kisses became more hungry. She wraps her arms around his neck and squeezes. She can't seem to get close enough to him. Jordan pulls back from her, "Harper your hair is dripping." Harper pulls her towel off and dries off her hair some. Now she's naked on his lap. He begins to move her off his lap, but she tightens her grip around his neck.

When he stops trying to move her off him, she moves her hand down to his zipper. She pulls his zipper down and slides her hand into his pants. He's hard, very hard in her hand. She frantically pulls him out of his pants. She lifts herself up and place him at her entrance. She looks him in his eyes as she slides down onto his cock. She rises and falls, impaling herself. They never break their eye contact, not the whole time she's riding him. She unexpectedly sees, in his eyes, how he feels about her. She sees in his eyes that he loves her. She realizes he had told her he loved her earlier. Tears fill her eyes, but still she maintains eye contact with Jordan. He sees her beginning to get emotional. He's not sure why, he thinks she's about to break things off with him. He pushes his hips up, meeting her thrusts. He feels her tighten around his cock, he knows she's about to come. His hand goes to the back of her neck, holding her in place. Making sure she looks him in the eyes as she comes. As her orgasm takes over her, she cries out a declaration Jordan wasnt expecting. "Oh fuck, Jordan. I love you too."

Afterwards, they lay back on the bed and hold each other, in silence. Until finally Jordan has to say something. "Do you really?"

"Do I really what? Love you? Yes Jordan I really do. I know its all happened so fast but its what I feel. Do you really love me?"

Jordan props himself up on his elbow and looks down at her. "Yes, I really do. You're the most amazing woman I've ever met. You're the whole package."

She laughs, "The whole package? What do you mean by that?"

"I mean you're smart, kind, passionate, funny, beautiful and sexy. You're also open and trusting. You're everything I could ever ask for in a woman. I thought you were going to break things off with me, you know. I thought after I told you I loved you that you realized how much better you can do. Then you go and shock me with an I love you too. You have no idea how happy you've made me tonight. Thank you Harper."

Tears well up in her eyes, threatening to fall at any second. "What are you thanking me for?"

He gives her a half smile, lifting just one side of his mouth up. "Thank you for loving me." The tears fall freely from her eyes now.

"Oh Jordan, its me that should be thanking you. You're amazing and you more than deserve my love. Now shut up and kiss me."

Which he does, and man what a kiss it is. She can feel it in her toes. She can feel this kiss in every cell in her entire body. She never wants this feeling to stop. Not. Ever.