How To Love | YeonKai

10 (Get a better life)

"I fucked up dude" Yeonjun says to Soobin on a Saturday morning. The two sitting on top of a skate ramp, their skateboards on their sides.

"Why would you trap him though? That's weird"

"I know that now but I wasn't thinking at the time!"

"No wonder he said that you're an insensitive jerk who doesn't have a caring bone in his body"

"What? When did he say that?" Soobin realizes that he accidentally spilled some information.

"Huh? What do you mean? He said what?" He plays dumb.

"Wait- you're dating his best friend and you're always with Taehyun. That means you've heard him talk about me!"

"Taehyun and I aren't dating" Soobin corrects.

"What did he say about me!"

"I can't tell you!"

"Tell me!"

"No!"

Soobin grabs his skateboard and rides down to get away. Yeonjun throws his skateboard and it collided with his cousins, sending Soobin flying off his board.

Meanwhile, the blue haired boy slides down the ramp and jumps up, approaching Soobin who is standing and clutching his arm that he fell on.

"What did he say about me!"

"You're crazy!" Soobin tries to push Yeonjun but the blue haired boy goes in for a tackle but his cousin stands his ground.

The two are basically aggressive hugging until they get tired and pull away. Yeonjun tries hitting Soobin but his hand is promptly slapped away.

So, Yeonjun slaps his arm back, and the two break out in a fight that consisted of only slaps.

"DUDE JUST TELL ME WHAT HE THINKS OF ME!" Yeonjun gets tired.

"I already told you! He thinks you're an insensitive careless jerk, that's literally all he thinks about you!"

"What? Why would he think that?" Soobin lets out an annoyed sigh.

"Because you are! I love you dude but honestly you're a fucking jerk. Everything you do has to benefit you and if it doesn't then you'll find a way to make it happen and you don't care about if you have to hurt people to get it!"

"Okay you thinking that is fair  but why would Huening Kai think that about me? He barley even knows me!"

"See even now you only care about your own benefit! You know, you're right, Kai barley knows you, but you know what else? he still knows you're a fucking ass!" Soobin grabs his skateboard and throws it in front of him. He hops on and skates away from Yeonjun, leaving him alone.

That day Yeonjun goes home frustrated as ever. He has to stop himself from punching the wall.

On his nightstand he sees his self made guide. It pisses him off so he takes it and throws it onto the ground, kicking it deep under his bed.

...

Yeonjun lays around all day. He's rethinking his life. After finding out what Kai said about him he tried to recall some times when he was genuinely kind.

He only helped Kai study because he wanted to spend more time with him.

That cat that he saved was only because he wanted to impress Kai.

Then, a realization hits him. He grabs his phone hoping that it's not too late.

"What?" Soobin answers