I ended up crying myself to sleep. But I woke up and Garrett was there, holding me and playing with my hair. I hugged him tighter. "I have to go see Jonah" I sighed. "Why? Is everything okay?" Garrett asked. I hate when people ask me that because it makes me cry harder. Why is that a thing? Whenever someone asks if you're okay or something like that, you just cry harder? Like why???? America explain.
I took a deep breath, holding in my tears before responding. "In a relationship, you're never suppose to lie right?" I asked. "Of course not" Garrett replied. "If I'm being honest, no, everything isn't okay, but I don't know if I'm ready to tell you yet" I sighed. "That's okay, as long as you promise to tell me when you're ready and feel like it's okay, then it's fine" Garrett nodded. "What state is Jonah in right now?" Garrett asked.
"He's in Phoenix Arizona, today is their last day and they're performing at the Rave club (I don't know)" I replied. "Okay, if we start driving now, we'll make it to the concert in time" Garrett nodded. I grabbed my phone without moving my head away from his chest so he couldn't see my face. I put my phone in between us and checked the time. "It's 11am?" I questioned. "Exactly, and the concert starts at 6pm so let's go" Garrett stood up and started getting ready.
I smiled and started getting ready. I grabbed
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I finished my hair and left the bathroom. I grabbed my shoes and put them on. "Ready?" Garrett asked. I nodded. I grabbed both DVD'S, letters, my charger, computer and computer charger. Then we left my room. We walked downstairs and headed towards the door. "Where ya guys going?" Christina asked. "Just out" I shrugged. Garrett looked at me confused. "Oh okay, see you when you get back" Christina hugged me.
I smiled and hugged her back. Then Garrett and I left. "Why can't they know where we're going?" He asked. "Because then they'll wanna know why, and I'm not ready to tell anyone yet, Jonah is the only one who will understand, and I know you want to say that you'll understand too but I mean because Jonah was there too" I explained. Garrett just nodded as we got into the car and started our journey to Arizona.
6:50pm
We got to the venue and Garrett struggled to find a place to park but he found one. I texted Jon and he let the security guards all know to let Garret and I pass. "Hi I'm Alexiana Nadine Matthews" I told the guard at the door. "ID" he asked. Garrett and I both showed him our ID's and he let us through. We walked inside and found empty seats in the front row that we're reserved for family. They always have seats like that but sometimes their families can't make it.
Corbyn was the first to see me. He told Daniel, Daniel told Zach and Zach told Jonah. They all looked at me and smiled and waved excitedly. Jack waved and I waved back to all of them. They continued their concert and I just smiled. I'm so proud of these boys, especially Jonah, he's come a long way. Near the end of the concert, I talked to some of my friends and took pictures.
