1 year.
1 girl.
And the 7 men who own her heart.
When she applied for the job, she thought she'd just be teaching in South Korea and getting a fresh start. Little did she know, she'd be signing up to shred her soul into seven little pieces.
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Spring
Hi. It's me. Again. Checking in for the week.
I hope I'm not bothering you with these messages. I know you're busy and you don't even read them but...I write them anyway. They make me feel closer. And I miss you. I miss all of you so much.
I love the pics that you posted. I've always wanted to spend springtime in Seoul. I heard the cherry blossoms are absolutely breathtaking and was looking forward to experiencing the season but...well, you know. I hope that one day I'll make it back to see them for myself. Until then, I will live vicariously through your pictures.
I know I've said this a thousand times, but I'm sorry. I didn't mean to leave without saying anything. I hope you know that I don't take our bond for granted. You mean a lot to me and I hope you can forgive me one day. Even if they never do, I hope that you and I can mend our friendship because I truly valued it.
There's so much I want to tell you, Jiwoo. I know I sound like a broken record but it's true. Everything has changed. My life is just so vastly different now. I'm different now. But honestly, it's amazing. Of course, I miss the guys every minute of every day but I never thought I could get to this place—that I could find happiness again—but I have. And I wish I could share that with you. And them.
Do you hear from your brother at all? I know I said I wouldn't ask, but...I just hope they're all ok. And that they're making the most out of their time. It's been close to nine months since they left but I still watch that video of each of them getting their hair shaved off. I never thought I'd say this, but they looked good, even with a buzzcut. But playing with their hair is one of the things I miss the most. Sorry. TMI
I've also been bingeing all the content and music that was released after they left. The mixtapes are my favorite. I'm enjoying being a regular fan. The kids at the center think it's hilarious, but they secretly love it. Of course, I won't tell them that I know them. They wouldn't believe me anyway.
Oh! I forgot to tell you! I want to include a fashion design program soon. I'd love your input. We have a few students really interested yet don't have the support or means to pursue it. We'll start small with just a couple of sewing machines. Aside from that, I'm completely clueless. So if you ever happen to read these messages...help? 😂 No rush. We still have a long way to go and only a handful of kids enrolled full time. But I'm excited for what's to come. They give me hope.
I should let you go for now. If you ever do check these messages, please call me. I want to hear from you. And if you do talk to Hobi, please tell him that I miss him and the other boys. And I will always love them. And I'm so very sorry. They don't have to forget what I have done, but I hope they let me apologize one day. I know I shouldn't have left. I know I should have gone back to Seoul like I planned, and god, I wanted to. So damn much. And by the time I had the chance, it was too late. I was too late.
I'm sorry for unloading on you. I'm sorry that I keep burdening you with all my emotional bullshit and clogging up your DMs, knowing you'll never read them. And I hope you don't hate me and give me a chance to explain one day.
