Borahae (BTS reverse harem)✔️

Boy With Luv

The guys are understandably worried when I tell them that we need to have a talk. I guess the notion that talk means something serious transcends all cultures and languages. I try to assure them that it's nothing they should worry about but I'm probably just as nervous about this conversation as they are.

They fly out in the morning, so luckily, their schedule is light today so they can get some rest. I hate to have to say goodbye to them, even if it is for just a matter of days. I've gotten used to the privilege of seeing their gorgeous faces every day.

"Is everything ok, Violet?" Namjoon asks as they all take a seat on the sectional.

I nod and smile, the remembrance of the night before still on my brain. We hadn't had a chance to talk about it but breakfast was interesting.

"Everything is great. I just thought we should sit down and talk about some things before..."

"Before?" Hoseok urges.

"Before things get complicated." I take a deep breath, mustering my courage. "I know you all travel a lot."

They all nod.

"And I know you all meet a lot of people."

They nod again.

"And I know that you're all grown men who have needs."

"Oh!" Jin pipes up. "Manager hyungs take care of all our needs. Food..."

"Shopping," Hoseok adds.

"Sightseeing," Taehyung chimes in.

"Manager hyungs take care of everything," Yoongi explains. "You don't have to worry."

If they weren't so adorable, I'd probably die of laughter, but they're sincere. I need to be more direct.

"Yeah, um. I was thinking more like...intimate needs."

"Ohhh." Jimin's eyes go wide. "Manager hyungs don't do that."

"Yeah. Um, well...that's why I wanted to talk to you all. Like I said, you're all grown, very attractive men. And there are a lot of women who would like to get closer to you. And I can understand that you might get lonely or bored or...other things..."

Horny. Why is it so hard to say? But that word just doesn't sound right for this moment, especially not with them.

"What is it that you want to know, Violet?" Namjoon questions. He's smart. He knows what I'm getting at. But I've learned that he likes to hear me speak my mind.

"Look, I won't be with you. And I haven't been with you until two weeks ago. So I can understand if you already have people in your life that you see when you're not at home."

"People we see?" Jungkook genuinely looks confused.

Dammit. I just have to say it.

"When you're traveling or on tour, do you sleep with other people?"

"Sleep with other people?" Taehyung frowns. "We don't have to share hotel rooms anymore."

Ugh! Why is everything getting lost in translation?

Fuck it.

"Do you have sex with other people?"

I swear, if there was a record playing, it would be scratched to high heaven.

"Ugh...Violet?" Namjoon begins.

"I know!" I bring up my hands to hide my reddening face and shake my head. "I have no right to ask and this is your personal business and this is so inappropriate and embarrassing..."