Borahae (BTS reverse harem)✔️

Reflection

The guys have to get back to work, and since I'm finally fever free after four days in bed, I insist they do just that. However, outside of Jimin, they're still treating me like a patient and keeping their distance. No kisses. Barely any hugs. Honestly, it's frustrating, especially now that we can be affectionate without fear of cameras. I'm tempted to just sit them down and explicitly explain to them that they will not knock me up just by touching me. And that I'm also down to practice.

Truthfully, I'm feeling sexually frustrated. To put it plainly, I'm horny. After the night I shared with Jungkook, I'm finally realizing how amazing intimacy can be. And then spending time with Jimin only heightened my craving. I never knew there were so many ways to manipulate your hands and your lips and your tongue that could inspire so much pleasure. And now that I've had just a taste, I want more.

But that's impossible when your seven boyfriends will barely touch you. Even Jimin has yet to really kiss me and when he does, it's always the shoulders and above.

Comeback season is upon us, meaning things are about to get extremely busy for the guys. Recording, learning choreo, playing with new concepts, filming music videos, teasers, promo. Then comes the endless music shows. I don't see how I'll get to see them at all and it worries me that they will be working themselves ragged every day for months.

"Are you sure you don't want to keep him here?" I ask Taehyung with a pout.

He cradles Yeontan, his adorable Pomeranian puppy, like a baby, even bouncing him against his chest. Tannie has been staying at the apartment since the day after we got back from Busan and he's been a great pick-me-up. I fell in love with him instantly. And in love with Taehyung as I realized how attentive and loving he could be. He'll make a great father one day.

"He would be too much trouble for you. You need to rest."

I roll my eyes. "I've been resting for days."

"He'll come back." He leans forward and leaves a peck on my nose then looks down so Tannie can give him kisses too.

I see them off for the day and then I feel utterly alone. I'd almost forgotten how huge the apartment is. And when the guys aren't here, it's just too quiet and too big. So when my phone dings with a text, I'm incredibly eager to check it.

Violet! It's Jiwoo 🥰 I heard you are sick?

Jiwoo! I'm sorry I didn't get to say goodbye. I'm better now.

Good! Hoseokie was very worried. Did you like the concert?

I loved it. They were amazing.

I know! Oh! I have your bag. You dropped it in the tent. But...

But what?