Dear Diary || Kai [Revising & Editing]

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School came to an end, and I was immediately heading home. I had no friends who would wait for me in front of the school's gate like ordinary people. I was on my own, and I didn't mind it, and I didn't care. I rather be lonely than be with plenty of fake people.

I entered my house from a grueling day at school. I tossed myself on the couch and greeted my parents. School itself uses all my stamina.

"Here is a diary." My mom gave me a diary. A diary? She must be joking. I am not a little kid who carries around a diary. Why do I need a diary?

"Don't you think I am a little too old for a diary? I am a high school student, you know." I asked. I was attempting to evade utilizing that diary at all costs.

"Try it out," My mom suggested.

I sigh, "Fine." I knew I couldn't succeed against my mom, no matter how rigorous I tried. I snatched the diary, knowing that I wasn't utilizing it, and headed upstairs to my room.

I hopped on my bed, glazing at that foolish diary that was summoning me. Calling my name and telling me to utilize it. It was so captivating, and it was persuasive, but I wasn't going to let that diary win. Fuck it. I give up.

Dear diary, Kai. I have a slight crush on Kai...okay, maybe not slightly, but a lot. He is popular, attractive, and talented. I bet I am not the only person who has a crush on Kai. I am not astonished cause he's way out of my league, and he wouldn't notice a girl like me. Probably, he likes those glamorous popular girls, which is the opposite of me. Kai is famous for singing, dancing, and rapping. I guess you can say he is magnificent at everything he does. His smile makes my heartbeat insane. It's the most appealing thing I've ever seen. I wouldn't mind being just friends with him.

After writing and trying out the diary, it wasn't so horrible, after all. Maybe, I should give this diary an opportunity like a week's trial or something similar.

~Next day~

I clutched the diary in my hand and glanced at it. I was debating if I should bring it to school or not. If I am willing to give it a chance, I should bring it to school. I dropped the diary into my bag.

I took a step into hell where we have those stereotypical obnoxious queenka, but on the bright side, we have those charming kingka like Kai. People believe that queenka and kingka belong together, but that will make the school wickeder than hell.

I was making my way to class, and I spotted Kai walking in the other direction from me. His jawline pleasantly sculptured for his face. I observed Kai smiling and running his hand through his hair. Kai smiled and winked at me, but some part of me wanted to believe that this was fake. Maybe there was someone behind me, and it was for them. The scent of Kai's cologne swept right through my face. It was a familiar scent to me.

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Lunchtime came around, and that's when people look like a pig when they eat their food. I sat down at a table with my food and hauled out my diary.

Dear diary, today, Kai smiled and winked at me as I observed him walking past me. I really don't think it was meant for me. Perhaps, someone was standing behind me without me knowing, but if no one was standing behind me, then why would he smile and winked at me. I could just be overthinking this.