Dear Diary || Kai [Revising & Editing]

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This morning I got up and got ready for school. I was in a good mood today. Last night, I felt so much better thanks to Kai. 

As I was about to head out. All of a sudden, my phone kept on vibrating and it was flooded with messages. 

You don't deserve Kai at all, I mean look at yourself. He's staying with you because he's a good man and he doesn't want to hurt you. 

I wasn't going to let those messages ruin my day. I headed out and went to school. 

~School~ 

I was in my locker talking to Kai until he gave me a back hug and rested his chin on my shoulder. 

Kai gave me a kiss on my cheek. "Want to come over my place, tonight?" He asked, and I nodded my head while ruffling his hair. 

"See you in class." Kai kissed my forehead and made his way to class. 

Someone shoved my head. "Ya! You don't deserve Kai. Kai doesn't love you." I just scoffed at them and tired to ignore them. 

"You think this is a joke? I feel bad for Kai that he is dating someone like you when he and Krystal were much better." The girl walked away and I just went to class. 

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School was over and I was chilling at Kai's house. My phone again was flooded with a bunch of hate message. 

Do you think Kai loves you with that kind of appearance? I wouldn't if I was him . Go look at yourself in the mirror. I wouldn't be happy if I looked like that. What a pig dreaming to be with everyone's sweetheart. 

I was lying down on Kai's bed while he was in the kitchen. I buried myself into the covers, my hands wrapping around the pillow. I wiped the tears that kept running. It seems not much of a help. I pressed the pillow against my face as I began to sob a little louder, but I didn't want Kai to know that I was crying. 

I heard the door open and I quickly wiped my tears and my face before Kai found out that I was crying. Kai hopped on the bed and snakes his hands around my waist. I tried my hardest not to cry. I sniffled a bit, but quietly so Kai wouldn't hear. 

Kai removes the pillow from me and lures me into his chest. He gently stroked my hair. His touch was soothing and calming. Kai lifts my chin up and he looks me right in my eyes. 

"Why are you crying?" Kai asked while caressing my face. My phone dinged and I already knew there were more messages. Kai reached for my phone and checked it. Kai didn't say anything, but kissed my forehead and pulled me in for a tight hug. 

Stay away from Kai. He deserves someone better. 

"It's okay, babygirl. You are perfect just the way you are. It's okay to cry." He whispers softly. I began crying in his chest. Kai began texting them. 

Who the hell are you to tell my girlfriend that she isn't good enough for me. Don't be mad because you didn't have your chance with me while you are insecure of your body. Don't drag people down because of your own insecurities. I love my girlfriend just the way she is. 

Kai gently rocked me and began singing Baby Don't Cry.

"Thank you," I whispered. 

"Of course, anything for you babe." He gently kissed my forehead. "I will protect you."