Dear Diary || Kai [Revising & Editing]

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I was still infuriated and upset with Kai. Honestly, I don't know if I will be able to forgive him any time soon. He made my heart fluttered, gave me butterflies in my stomach, made my heart pound, and made me feel protected around him. He did all those things to me, but yet he didn't even tell me that he had a girlfriend before I fell in love with deeper than I already was. I had anticipated that he would like me back. I fell for his thoughtful generosity towards me. 

"Minsang," I heard someone called my name, and I swung around to see Kai approaching me. My heart began pounding rapidly. Why do I still feel this way even though I am angry at him? 

"I don't want to hear what you have to say until you resolve your problem," I said coldly and walked away. 

He shouts with no hesitation, "I broke up with Krystal!" This caused me to stop walking, but I continued walking away from him. Believe it or not, I wanted to turn around and go back to him, but I just let my dignity get in the way. 

I entered the classroom and took a seat at my desk. As I looked up in front of me, I noticed Krystal just entered the classroom, but she doesn't take this class. She fiercely approached me. Great, another problem I have to deal with. 

"Kai and I broke up," She mentioned, so Kai was telling the truth. 

"So?" I asked. 

"So? Aren't you satisfied that you finally got what you wanted?" Krystal asked. 

"What I want is a man who can tell me everything and not keep secrets away from me. I never asked Kai to break up with you. That was his preference. Should I be thrilled that Kai deceived me? Hoping there was a slim possibility that Kai liked me back, but he had a girlfriend that I never knew about. Am I supposed to pleased or satisfied that Kai broke up with you? The person you should be infuriated at is Kai, not me. Krystal, you aren't the only person who is afflicted by this situation, so stop behaving like you are the only person affected by this," I snapped. She had various emotions of despair and humiliation on her face. 

~Kai's POV~ 

I observed Krystal following Minsang into her classroom. Before Krystal was able to enter the classroom, I grasped her by her wrist. 

"What are you doing? What are you intending to do to Minsang?" I questioned her. 

"This shouldn't concern you cause you were the one who broke up with me, don't you remember?" Krystal snapped and escaped from my grip. I wanted to stop Krystal from embarrassing herself and causing a disaster , but I knew that Minsang didn't want to see my face. 

I overheard Minsang speaking, "What I want is a man who can tell me everything and not keep secrets away from me. I never asked Kai to break up with you. That was his preference. Should I be thrilled that Kai deceived me? Hoping there was a slim possibility that Kai liked me back, but he had a girlfriend that I never knew about. Am I supposed to be pleased or satisfied that Kai broke up with you? The person you should be infuriated at is Kai, not me. Krystal, you aren't the only person who is afflicted by this situation, so stop behaving like you are the only person affected by this." 

I slightly peaked my head into the classroom, and I saw Minsang. Why do I feel ashamed of myself every time I glance at her? I do love you Minsang, just never knew that I would fall for you too. I am genuinely sorry for the pain that I caused you. I never wanted to hurt you this way or any way. 

Krystal exited the classroom, irritated as fuck. 

"I hope it was worth it especially looking dumb in front of the class," I mentioned. "Minsang had nothing to do with my arrangement to end things with you. Minsang and I aren't even on speaking terms. Why does this matter so much to you when we broke up?" I asked. 

"Why does it matter so much? Because you are the one who left me. You left me to be with someone else," Krystal snapped. 

"Look, I'm sorry if I hurt you, but my heart doesn't feel the same way you feel about me. Also, I am with myself right now and nobody else," I informed her.