Dear Diary, // L.S

4.Dear Cheshire,

Ezra's picture^
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Dear Diary,
Ezra and I have been dating for a week. He's so sweet! He came over 3 times this week just to bring me snacks. I threw them away but he doesn't need to know that.

But seriously! He's the nicest person!! He even agreed to keep our relationship a secret for a while because of my situation. Although we did get to few of our classes late because of little make out sessions in the bathroom. We're teenagers sue me!

Anyways he told me he never liked someone this much after only a week. I told him that he's my first boyfriend. He asked if he was my first kiss and I told him no. He didn't mind.

He told me about his ex. Apparently he was 2 Month into dating a girl that he realized he likes boys. Isn't that crazy? I bet the poor girl was heartbroken!

I wonder if I should do something with a girl to see how I feel about it? Being gay was always sort of a given for me. As they say sexuality is fluid so I guess we'll see where life takes me.

Diary I made a new friend at the diner. He said I had the most beautiful blue eyes he'd ever seen. I told him back off cause I'm taken. He laughed and said there was no intention to his words. I believed him. I like to believe in people.

His name is Ned. I never had a friend named Ned. It's cool. He's 18 and also works at the diner. He was a waiter for the opposite shift but changed it because of his class schedule. I'm actually glad cause my last shift was with a 40 something year old woman. It felt like I was working with my mom all the time.

Ned looks good. He's a ginger with very pale skin. He's American did I mention that? He jokes that he's "that other white guy" which I find funny.

Today is sunday and dad works until 8 pm. I invited Ezra over. He's gonna be here in an hour. I've already showered and chose what I want to wear. I have this beautiful pair of jeans that funnily enough I stole from mom's old clothes. Dad says it makes me look like a fag to which I laugh and shake my head. I can't really blame him you know? He was raised in a different generation and he's a real good father overall I can let a few jokes slide here and there.

Amora and I have a text chain dedicated to memes and I love it!! I've never had a friend like this. Sure I hung out with a few people but never had a good connection you know?

Moving to this city changed the way I interacted with people and diary I'm really glad I did it!