40.Dear Fight,

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Dear Diary,
I hate people. I hate how they change. I hate how they lie and use you.

I hate that you can never say you know someone. It's such a shitty feeling.

I haven't talked to Harry in two weeks. Not alot of things happend honestly. I cried and did the ususal stuff that I always do.

I had to act oh so friendly in front of Matthew when I wanted to slap him at any given moment.

Harry had texted me alot. I just didn't answer any of them. I'm a bit of a dick I know.

Ned's been checking up on me alot. I think they're a bit worried. What am I going to do? Kill myself? Honestly I wish I could.

Anyways Harry texted me something today.

"It's my birthday tomorrow. Please come I need you to be here. I'll be waiting for you."

It broke my heart. I just wanted to cry but I was at a class. I scratched my newest cuts so much due to stress. I didn't know what else to do. I was wearing a black shirt so the blood wouldn't be visible.

I sound crazy sometimes talking about hurting myself like this. Good this is that you're the one who knows this diary and you don't judge me for that.

Dear Diary, // L.SWhere stories live. Discover now