41.Dear Liar,

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Dear Diary,
I went to Harry's place around 5. I couldn't stay away from him any longer.

Ned opened the door and told me Harry's in his room. My heart was beating so fucking fast. When I opened walked in he was putting on a shirt so he didn't see me at first but when he did he just rushed over and hugged me. I realized that I never really hugged Harry which is weird cause I'm a cuddly person. It was such a good feeling to be held that tight.

When we separated he apologized a few times and sweared that nothing is going to happen between him and Matthew. I believed him because he's Harry. I wish I didn't.

After about two hours of getting food and snacks ready people arrived. Laura and Matthew were the only one's that I knew. There were about 6 other people who were complete strangers. It was a cosy night. We had drinks and some people danced and others played games. It was good.

I couldn't believe things were going that well.
So it got ruined to prove me right.

I was talking to this guy Tyler or something. He was telling me a story and out of nowhere his eyes widened like crazy as he looked behind me. So I did what anyone would do. I turned around to see what's gotten him so shocked.

God I wish I didn't look. I wish I could remove that image from my mind.

I ran away. Didn't bother to take my coat or anything. I just ran until I reached home and locked myself in the bathroom.

You know the rest.

This scar is for tonight only.

For Harry and Matthew kissing.

Dear Diary, // L.SWhere stories live. Discover now