51.Dear Creep,

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Dear Diary,
Have you ever sat in your room singing along to a song and suddenly gotten the urge to cry?

Have you ever smiled at a romantic video just for it to leave you empty inside?

Have you had this lingering feeling that you need to be punished?

Have you ever felt so alone but realize that it's you who's closing the door on people's faces?

Have your insecurities ever gotten in the way of a normal life that you could have?

Have you ever thought what normal even means? What happiness means?

Have you felt guilty for being sad?

I want to quote a song for you diary.

-But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul-

And that's all that needs to be said today.

Dear Diary, // L.SWhere stories live. Discover now