Matthew's picture^
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Dear Diary,
I went out with Matthew today. It was a small cafe that he chose.
He's a good boy. Super obsessed with aesthetics if you ask me.
He told me he has a crush on someone. Wouldn't tell me who. So I started guessing. I named everyone but he kept quiet. After about a hundred people he caved.
Harry.
He has a crush on Harry! Honestly I thought he's straight. I asked him if he wants me to tell Harry. Apparently he already knows.
I guess it's fine. Matthew's 18 so it's not illegal or anything but you know... they're both my friends I think that's why it's a bit weird.
I want to know how Harry feels about Matthew but he begged me not to tell him. He already knows I don't get what the big deal is.
What if they date? I'm going to be alone with Amora. God I can't go to the park with Harry anymore? Uuugh with Ned already in a relationship I can't lose other friends anymore. It's not like I'm angry at Matthew anything I just can't smile at that whole situation. Whatever it's not up to me.
Tonight I'm not sad.
I'm overwhelmed. Why should he have a crush on Harry out of all people??
I should stop talking about them.
Diary my throat burns. I think it's because of all the acid reflex when I throw up. I went a little overboard... my knuckles are all red due to my teeth rubbing against them so many times. I'm trying not to use the razor tonight but I'm a little shaken. Hopefully I can control myself.
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Dear Diary, // L.S
General Fiction[𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒅] "Goodbyes hurt when the story is not finished and the book has been closed forever." No one listens to him so he pours his heart out in a diary. ~ short-ish story !!!Trigger warnings in the prologue!!!
