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Hormones and Emotions

GIANNA

It was a rush of emotions last night kaya bigla akong napaamin kay Paulo kagabi. I woke up first and as expected, nakaakap kami sa isa't isa.

Last night was full of hormones and emotions. Nung bumalik ako magisa sa unit ko, I was tossing and turning and trying to sleep, pero mahigit 1 hour na wala talaga, hindi ako makatulog. Something is missing, someone is missing. May kulang eh, and then realization started to flood in.

All these time, Paulo never left me. Kahit nakita na nya ang pinaka lowest point ko, ang pinakapangit na side ko, he stayed and he wasn't bothered about it, he even helped me sort everything out.

I just can't believed that Paulo was that willing to go through all of it. Realizations started to kick in na Paulo really is genuine when he told me that he'll stay by my side, that he will help me because that's how much he loves me.

Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko and I rushed to his unit, buti na lang I still have the soare keys with me. I straight went to his room, he looked like he was also having difficulty in sleeping, and there, emotions bursted and confessing is just the answer.

Pakiramdam ko din kasi nagiging selfish na din ako sakanya. Paulo's been doing extra mile in everything whenever I'm concerned about it.

It just feel nice to know that, finally, someone is being ultimately genuine to me. My past experience with Mark was totally not what I deserve.

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I prepared breakfast this time for Paulo. I sneaked out of the room really quietly and prepared something for Paulo.

He'll be leaving before lunchtime for his clinic duty, kaya naman nilutuan ko sya ng baon nya.

"Uuuuyyy... bistek ba yan?"

Napalingon ako sa pinto ng kwarto, Paulo's up and mukhang inaantok pa sya. His voice was also hoarse.

"Upo ka na, baunin mo na lang to for lunch." then naramdaman ko na lang bigla ang pagyakao nya sa bewan ko.

"Nananaginip ba ako?"

"Hindi... maghilamos ka kaya." sagot ko sakanya habang hinahalo ang bistek.

"Kurutin mo nga ako."

Imbes na kurutin, tinapakan ko ang kaliwa nyang paa.

"Aaaaah!!!" at napabitaw sya sakin at humawak sa paa nya. "Araaaaay!!!"

"Oh di ba, reality." at tumawa lang ako at pinatay na ang apoy ng stove.

"Oo nga... hindi ako nananaginip." at ngumit lang sya ng malapad tapos naupo na sa table.

Bago pa sya makasandoknay ginulat ko sya at binigyan ng isang smack kiss sa pisngi nya.

"Huy!" react nya.

"Ayaw mo?" tanong ko sakanya.

"Ikaw haaa..."

We ate our breakfast then naghang-out muna kami sa couch bago sya maghanda para sa pagpasok nya.

When he left, bumalik naman na ako sa unit ko to prepare things sa pagbalik ko bukas sa hospital.

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I took a nap after I prepared my uniforms and things for tomorrow. Habang nagaayos ako, it felt like it was as if nung first day ko na magiintern. Halong kaba ang excitement ang naramdaman ko habang nagpplantsa ako. Nakatulog lang ako kasi napasarap ang pagpplantsa ko at lahat ng uniforms ko plinantsa ko na kaya medyo napagod din.

It was around 5PM when I woke up. Probably nakauwi na si Paulo, pero hindi ko na muna sya iistorbohin. Naglinis ako sa buong unit dahil wala na din naman akong magagawa. I don't want to be too clingy kay Paulo dahil alam kong he needs his personal space and he needs to have his self time.