Screw Me Over ✔️

Jana

What's up, folks?! I hope you guys are doing well because this Corona is making many people panic! Please remember to STAY INSIDE! It helps tremendously! #readtogether

Anyway...

Y'all...I just can't can't can't! Do you think that Jess should have done what she did or chose a different option? Do you think she really had an option?

Rena up here taking bearings from her cousin. Poor Rena.

Where do you think Carmon has gone?

Why do you think Jana ran out of the hospital?

Well, we are back with another chapter for Screw Me Over! It's Jana's turn to probably bring the peace back into the house... or not.

Anyway, please see the triggers that are in the summary of this story!

Alright, y'all! That's all I have! You may continue! 💜🤫
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My poor eyes couldn't take in what I just witnessed what my future wife was choosing to do. As much as I try to keep control of the vibes in the house or wherever we were, that one thing couldn't even make me change the feel of the room. I have a heart and it breaks at things such as that.

Okay, so it may look as if she did it because she had no other option. You just don't know my fiancée like I know her though. I knew that she pulled the plug because of other reasons. She had a vendetta against her own mother. She's had it since I first met her or probably before that. Jess wanted her mom to die and I couldn't bring myself to look at her the same way that I did.

My little fireball had erupted into a whole wildfire and it broke my heart because I couldn't control it any longer. She couldn't be tamed no matter how many kisses I planted on those slim lips every time she got frustrated. No matter how many times I held her whenever she was about to fight someone.

I understood how much her mom ruined her life. Hell, my mom ruined mine in ways, but I wouldn't ever tell the doctors to kill her because she hurt me. I would never want to utter the words "pull the plug" to a doctor and he kill my mother. If she were dying, I'd keep her alive somehow because I wouldn't be able to stand the sight of the person who gave birth to me struggle.

The fact that Jess had another reason for the doctors to pull the plug on her mother made me not want to be around her anymore. The thought alone scared me.

Realizing that I fucked up in this relationship, my mind began to think the worst. What if I ever became disabled or sick like her mother? My crazy girl can hold a grudge for a while so what if that happened to me. Would she make them kill me if she had the choice?

This was her mother that she did this to. Her own blood. Imagine if that was her cousin in that hospital bed. Rena was known to have seizures from time to time anyhow.

The betrayal rubbed me the wrong way so much that I had to get out of the hospital room. It brought bad vibes and I couldn't take it.

The love of my life was officially out of control.

My heart was conflicted at that moment. Was I seriously ready to move on with a person who was willing to kill to make herself feel better? Was I ready to marry a woman that had gone crazy?

Leo had warned me before hand, but she was so willing to be with me. So, I decided to date her.

Now, I'm completely trapped. After all of the fights, the heated arguments, the death threats, the lies, and the scars not only to my body but to my heart. Was I ready to continue that life with her? Did I really want to spend the rest of my life going through all of that with her?