Screw Me Over ✔️

Jana

What's up folks?! Happy Thirsty Thursday/ Freaky Friday if you're already!

Unfortunately, the SMO ladies only have 3 more chapters left after this one.

This means that this is Jana's LAST chapter of the book! I know I know. Let's cry together.

Okay, enough crying because if you know Jana like I do, she'll jam and rock on!

Since these are the girl's last chapters, we're going to just enjoy the chapter and limit ourselves on questions.

Anyway, I cried while writing this, so if you're a big crybaby like myself, be prepared to cry. It's wedding day. Who doesn't cry at weddings?

Please see the triggers that are in the summary of this book!

Anyway, you may continue! 💜🤫 (Bring a box of tissues and enjoy Jana's last POV! )
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Great, Jana. It's wedding day and I don't even have my damn vows. Where the hell did I put my fucking tie?! If I lost those shits, I will die on my wedding day.

I've been working on those vows for the past few months and we're now in December. I'm 23 years old and my stupid 23-year-old ass can't keep up with the shit I get? How the hell does this shit happen?

Goodness, Jana. Calm down and breathe. Freaking out like this won't get you to find your stuff. Concentrate. Where is your stuff?

My anxiety was through the roof and I couldn't think...or breathe. I can't believe I'm actually going through with all of this. Was this something I truly wanted to do? What would a married life with Jess look like? Hopefully, it's not the same as the relationship phase with her. Not saying that everything should be easy. Just don't want anymore shoes thrown at my head.

I wanted to fucking scream, but I couldn't. Everyone was out there waiting for us and it was almost time for me to get out there. If Jess found out that I lost my vows, she would give me the laser treatment and I'd be fried.

Slamming my head against the palm of my hand, I heard Rena's worried voice flow through my ears. "Jana, what the hell? Why is everything everywhere? You're about to go out there soon. What's wrong with you?"

"Rena, her messy room is a cry for help. Jana, we came in here to see if you were okay. What's wrong?" Carmon said as my eyes looked up to see them walk inside. Their bridesmaid dresses were of sheer material and dark blue color, but Carmon's was strapless that exposed her precious mounds. Rena's was off-the-shoulder, but both of them had short curled hair and the blue butterfly pins in their hair that one of Tiff's old sorority sisters put together.

I smiled at the sight of the pin because that was Jess' favorite insect. Yeah, I know. She has a favorite insect. It's cheesy, but cute.

Anyway, as I paced around in panic looking for my paper of promises alongside my green and white tie, I hyperventilated at the idea that those two things were gone forever.

"Guys, I can't find my tie, my vows, or my brain. I'm completely lost and driving myself insane. Where the hell is my shit?" I flipped out again. This day was supposed to be one of the greatest days of my life and it started off as the worst. I should have seen it coming.

"Well, Jana, I think I found two of those things," Carmon said coming from the bathroom with an envelope with the name Jessica on it. Unfortunately, that wasn't my vows.

However, she came out with my slick tie that had a folded piece of paper in it with Jess' nickname in it. She's truly a saint!

"THANK GOODNESS! You're a true lifesaver! Thank you!" I exclaimed hugging my curvy best friend. My eyes caught Rena leaving the room seeing that Carmon had everything under control.