Screw Me Over ✔️

Jessica

Happy Freaky Friday, folks!

Can we just talk about that gender reveal though? Like what do you think about it? What are your thoughts?

Did you guys hear what Tiff and Carmon said? Lol they are something else.

Poor Rena. Still filling her time by trying to be there for her cousin. Do you think Rena will find love soon?

Well, we are back with another chapter for Screw Me Over and Jess is freaking the fuck out!

Please see the triggers that are in the summary of this book!

Anyway, you may continue! 💜🤫
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Can you believe this shit?

Twins. Fucking twins.

And they aren't even both girls or both boys. They're one each. Fraternal is what they're calling it.

How the hell did I not see this shit coming? Why is this happening to me? You can't tell me to calm down when there's TWO babies in my stomach because not many mothers have twins.

Sure, there's women who have triplets and quadruplets. This is may be more common than that, but it's absolutely unexpected and none of us were ready for this. Not even Rena's happy ass.

I've had my experience with children. Trust me, I have, but how the hell did I fuck up with Leo like this? His sperm was like fucking leeches.

Hell, he was a leech himself so I'm not surprised that his baby-making tadpoles were alike. They suck up what they want just to leave you with the leftovers and it's usually shit.

Not saying that the twins would be shit. The whole result would be...well, shit. Jana and I never planned for an extra child...at the same time. It was so out of the ordinary. How do you have two babies at the same time? Doesn't that destroy the vagina and do both of them come out together just holding hands or some shit? Like how does this shit work-

"Babe, are you okay?" Jana said as she rushed inside to find me in the attic panicking about the news about a month after the baby shower.

Yeah, I know. It's been that long and I'm still freaking the fuck out. I'm a 20-year-old who's already had like 3 kids and I'm acting like a fucking chicken about twins, but this is so much more than just a stupid trick trying to come for my ass. I can fight that shit.

What I can't fight is two kids in my fucking stomach at the same time. Two kids...TWO KIDS. Fuck!

"Yeah, I'm alright," I lied as I tucked my hair behind my ear trying to seem nonchalant. Stupid on my part because Jana was like a psychic or some shit with my feelings. This different side of Jana seems to know every time I'm having a damn panic attack.

Walking towards the entrance, I was stopped by her dainty pale hands and her words. "Jess, you're not alright. You haven't been alright since you found out we were having kids. Sit down."

"Jana, I'm fine-"

"You can't tell me you're fine and you're really not, Jess. I've known you for way too long to see past that shit. We're both fucked in our minds right now. It's big news and it's hard to take in even after a whole month. We were just getting used to the house and having only one child. Two just seems like too much right now," Jana said as she sat down on the floor by a few old boxes.

Studying the way she sat, I struggled to sit across from her and asked "What are you trying to say?"

"I'm saying that this is all so overwhelming as hell. The wedding, the move, the pregnancy. It just seems like one of these things has to stop in order for the others to happen the way we want-"