"So how's life Priya?" Jennie asked as she sip her coffee
"It's good I guess?" I chuckled awkwardly
"Why are you not so sure?"
"Still not comfortable here but thanks to my bestfriend and sisters they're always there for me. How about you?" I asked. She changed. Like her taste of clothes, her looks, she looks more beautiful but Joohyun is the best.
"Oh I see" She paused then she smiled widely "I'm happy, really happy" She started and yeah I can see the real happiness in her eyes. Just like before.
"I'm glad you are" I smiled.
"I like that Irene girl for you, but your bestfriend" Huh?
"My bestfriend is what?"
"Nothing. Still insensitive" Confusion all over my face. What is that supposed to mean?
"I'm happy with my life now Priya, I'm happy for what I have right now but I believe I still need your explanation for leaving me without saying a single word" When she said that I looked down and take a deep breath and face her
"Jen, I know I was a jerk for leaving you but....I chose to leave because Seulgi loves you, you know how was my relationship with Seulgi, we were so closed back then. It's really hard to leave you, but I chose to leave you still, because I thought it would be a better decision but it just break the both of us but the decision of leaving was never my plan, because I can see myself with you in the future. Yeah I really do, time passed by, I wanted to go home because Jisoo still updating me about you because I told her to do so. I loved you Jen, and sorry for all the pain I've caused you. I'm really sorry. I regret it" I genuinely apologized as I looked down. I felt her hand on top of my hand.
"Priya, look at me" So I did "We were so young at that time, I understand what you did there. And I already forgave you, long time ago. Because I loved you. I'm still thankful for you because you came into my life and put light on it. The thing is you also shut it down easily but I'm not mad anymore or sumn. Coz I wouldn't met him if it didn't happened. I'm not saying it's a good thing but because I'm lost by that time and Kai, Kai was there to save me. He makes me happy Priya, the way you did" Her tears starts to fall
"Priya...if you like someone or love someone fight for your love, coz what if that's the only change you'd take. I'm saying this Priya coz I know you want to fight for us, but you're afraid to do it because you're thinking about other people. Priya, considering about others feelings is not a bad thing, the bad thing is you're protecting other people but you can't even protect yourself, which is not good for you. Don't be afraid to fail other people, don't be afraid to love. Don't be afraid to fall" She paused "Be afraid not to try Priya"
I remember Joohyun. I'm not gonna lie, I like Joohyun I really do. Should I take Jennie's advice? But isn't it too early for that? I know I just like her not love. Aish!
"You're spacing out....Priya, are you thinking of Irene?" My eyes went wide open, I know she said it earlier but I thought I misheard her.
"What?"
"Remember yesterday?" I nodded "You're looking at her as if she's the most beautiful girl in this planet. Priya, eyes can't lie, eyes can speak. But you keep on telling it to other people and to yourself that it's not. If you like her just go for it, take the change when you still can. Don't be afraid Priya, I'm always here, supporting you" I automatically smiled
"After all I did, you're still here forgiving me and giving me advices. Jennie, our story is untold but I'll treasure it. What we have had will always in my heart. I was so happy Jen, really happy. I'll always be thankful because we happened and I'm glad you're halfway there to your dream" I smiled proudly
"I'm thankful too, you made me the happies Priya and I will never forget that. Thank you for everything Priya. And yeah, I took meds...So, friends?" She offered her hand while smiling. I immediately accepted it
"Friends"
We went out together since I'm giving Joohyun a ride, yeah she's inside my car waiting for me.
"Oh you didn't tell me your girlfriend is waiting for you" Jennie teased looking at my car. She probably saw Joohyun
"Oh she's not my girlfriend" I rolled my eyes but I like it. Lol
"Yet. So, I gotta go"
"Yeah. and Jen" She averted her gaze to me "Thank you" I smiled genuinely. She smiled and hugged me
"Thank you too" She pulled away
"If you want to sit with my sisters, you're always welcome okay?"
"Yeah sure"
"Manoban! Are you done flirting?" Oh shoot! Jennie chuckled
"Stop making her jealous and get it" She said laughing
"Shut up Jen she's not jealous. See you around Jen. And tell Kai I want to meet him soon" I said teasing her
"Sure, but let's go on a double date"
"MANOBAN!" I heard Joohyun. Jennie pushed me
"Stop talking and get it" I waved to Jennie and get into my car. I saw Joohyun glaring at me. I gulped
"Why did you took so long?" She asked crossing her arms
"H...hyun we just talk..." She cut me off
"And flirting" What?
"Okay we're not flirting. We just clear things up alright?" I assured her
"Sure Manoban Sure" Okay what's up with her?
She's so quiet, and it bothers me. Joohyun looking outside not facing me. So I stopped the car
"Okay Hyun what's the problem?" I asked facing her back
"Shut up and drive I don't want to be late"
"I don't want to be late either but if you're mad it's fine with me. You're not in the mood, unlike earlier" I said as she finally faced me
"It's fine with you to get late because I'm mad?"
"Yeah. I want to make it up to you, even though I have no idea what...." My eyes went wide open when she immediately hugged me. Whoa! I feel like she can feel my heartbeat now. Dang it! Calm down self calmdown. Jeeeez!
"Sorry I'm having a mood swing" She pulled away pouting. Oh please don't do that. Dang! How can she be so beautiful?
"I...it's okay Hyun. Do you want to eat something?"
"You"
"M...me?" I stuttered. She rolled her eyes.
"I thought you and Jennie had breakfast together?" She bitchy asked. Aish! I'll get used to it.
"Just a coffee. Come on Hyun, what do you want?"
"Fine" she said rolling her eyes "I want pancakes" She pouts. Being a bitch and being cute at the same time it's so damn attractive. Joohyun you're driving me crazy.
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