Endlessly (Lisrene)

Ch. 44

"Did you regret it?" Yeji asked watching the water waves. Lisa asked Yeji to accompany her to Lisa's favorite place.

"Regret what?" She asked

"Loving my sister. Because you said, you went back here just to fix your relationship with your sisters but then my sister came into the picture, and everything changed, did you regret it?" She averted her eyes on Lisa

"No...you can't regret the only happiness you felt in your entire life. Being with her is everything I need. If I die today...I'm happy because I met her"

"You love her more than your life" Yeji shakes her head

"No" Lisa smiles.

"No?" Yeji chuckles

"She's my life" Lisa bit her lower lip. Yeji lay her head on Lisa's shoulder. "Well that's a bit cheesy" Lisa chuckles "But it's true"

"No, it's lovely...But I don't like the idea of you, waiting for my sister" Yeji blurted out

"What?"

"Unnie, you're waiting for someone who's hiding. She's running away from your relationship"

"Neither did I"

"But you had a reason"

"We're just the same" Lisa defends

"Fine but what if she won't show up until the..." Yeji paused "Nevermind" She massage her temple. She doesn't want to mention Lisa's death

"The day I die?" Lisa scoffs "That's fine. Atleast tell her how much I love her. Being with me at this point is hard"

"That's what I'm talking about. Through ups and downs you need to stick together" Yeji agrued

"After I kept if from her, I deserved to be alone. I had her, but I screwed. We can't blame her for leaving me behind because I did the same thing. I should've told her" Lisa shrugged "But look what happened"

"Unnie, listen to me...We can't blame you either for keeping it from her, you were just trying to protect her. Because that's how you show your love for her. Yes we need to tell them what we are going through but we will do everything just to protect our love ones. So you can't blame me if I'm disappointed with her, because I know how much you tried..." Yeji just hug Lisa. "I love my sister but I love you too and I don't want you to wait for her just because you love her. You only have months left, and we all want you to enjoy it. And if she moved on, you should too" Lisa laughed bitterly

"It hurts thinking that maybe she really moved on, but at the same time...I'm happy for her at least if I leave this place I know she's happy with someone else...who will stay by her side. But I hope she/he will love her the way I do" Lisa kissed the top of Yeji's head and hug her tightly for a second and pulled away.

"If you only have choice, I know you will stay. But it is what it is" Yeji whispered playing Lisa's hand as she kissed it. "No one will love her as much as you do, I can assure you that. There's no enough words to explain how much you love her"

"Why do I have to leave?" Lisa whispered. Yeji knows how sad her voice is.

"I don't know either but I only that you're too good to stay here" Yeji knows how stupid that is. Lisa chuckles.

"I have so many plans" Lisa said sadly

"And we'll achieve all those plans" Yeji cheerfully and kiss Lisa's cheek. Lisa wanted to tell her 'With your sister' not for everyone. But she knows how selfish that is. Yeji can see in her eyes how sad she is and she can't do anything about it. Irene is avoiding her, she's not living with her anymore, she's in her condo. Irene is avoiding everyone and started hanging out with others. As they told Lisa about it, she asked them not to get mad at her because she has every right to get mad. Lisa understands but still hoping that one day Irene can forgive her. She wanted to talk to her, but Lisa is giving her time to think.