Endlessly (Lisrene)

Ch. 33

Chaeng's POV

I'm waiting here in Lisa's car, she's still talking to Joohyun. Jeeez my bestfriend is really whipped. So happy to see her like this, she's really happy. But I'm her bestfriend I know there's something going on and I can't tell what is it. Whatever it is, I will find out soon. But for now I will focus on us, I'm glad she invited me to go on a long roadtrip, cuz seriously I miss this place and travelling around with her.

"You're smiling, I'm glad she makes you happy" I didn't know Lisa is already here.

"Not because people are smiling means they are happy, Lis" I said studying her. I know she knows what I'm trying to say

"Too deep, Park" She chuckles. I didn't dare to say something cuz knowing Lisa she will just avoid the conversation. She handed me her phone to pick a song, cuz jeeez this roadtrip it'll take hours.

"You know Chaeng, when I was a kid...I wanted to be a doctor but growing up I realised what I really want in life" She smiles still facing the road.

"What?" I asked watching her. I love seeing her like this

"To be happy...and now I'm living my dream" She smiles as she glances "Because I have my grandparents, my siblings, our friends, you" She smiles "and Joohyun. You guys giving me reason to live, to fight everyday, and I will continue to fight" I felt nervous on her sudden confession. It makes me happy but nervous at the same time. And I don't like the feeling.

"I'm glad to be part of your happiness, Lis. But don't always rely on people to be happy okay?"

"I know that, but I never been this happy Chaeng. No money, things, can make me feel like this" She reach my hand and squeez it as she smiles "Thank you for being my best buddy"

"If that's the drill, then I'll be for my bestfriend" I winks.

"Thank you. But can you promise me one thing?"

"Sure, what is it?"

"Take care of Jisoo, love her, understand her, because I know she will do the same. Take care of each other, can you do that?" What am I supposed to feel right now? I mean it's not weird right? Ugh I don't know.

"Of..of course. But why are you like this?" I asked nervously. I don't know why I become nervous asking this. Something's not right and I can really feel it.

"Like what?" She chuckles

"Nothing" I shakes my head. Knowing her she won't tell me anything even though I'm her bestfriend. If she feels like she wants to tell it, she will. I'll just have to wait, but what if it's too late for that? Ugh!

"Do you want to drink? It's a long drive"

"Like the old times?" I wiggle my brows while smiling.

"Like the old times" We both laughs. We went to 7 eleven to buy drinks and snacks. This makes me happy, I mean it's been awhile since we did this. I never expect us to do this things again, specially we aren't living here anymore.

"Remember when we first ditch and our first thing in our mind was to go here?" Lisa scoffs and she smile

"Yeah" I laughed. I remember that moment, every single details of it.

"Do you want to play Coming home?" She suddenly asked

"You're so random, you know that?" I asked then she just laughed. "I thought you hate that song?"

"Yup and I still do. But since we're home, you can play it" She shrugged. I just rolled my eyes and play it anyway.

And the blood will dry
Underneath my nails
And the wind will rise up
To fill my sails