Endlessly (Lisrene)

Ch. 18

The competition is already done, we won the championship. Joohyun is so happy and I love to watch it everyday. I hope I have the chance to see those beautiful smile everyday. We will celebrate later, but for now I need to go home because Seulgi wants to talk to me. I don't know why she wants to talk to me and I'm kinda nervous.

I'm on my way home when Joohyun called me

"Lili, later alright?" Did she called for this? I smile at the thought

"Yes captain" I chuckled "You home?"

"Nah. I'm still waiting for my sister"

"Tell Ryujin to stop flirting with your sister so you can go home" I heard Joohyun laughs. My favorite music.

"Let them be. But wait, can I ask you why are you rushing home?"

"Oh that, Seulgi wants to talk to me"

"A...about what?" Why do I feel like she's nervous?

"I don't know. I'll call you later Hyun, I'm already here"

"A..alright" I already hung up.

I parked my car when I saw Seulgi waiting for me. I walked closer to her

"What do you want to talk about?" I calmly asked

"Irene" Oh is this why I have a bad feeling about this?

"What about her?"

"Stay in your lane kid" She said firmly

"Elaborate Seulgi. I don't know what you are talking about"

"Oh, remember you're just friend of Irene? and I, myself soon to be her girlfriend. Because guess what" She smirked. I'm afraid to hear what she's going to say

"I'm courting Irene" She seriously said. I don't know what to think. I can feel my heart shattered into pieces.

"Since when?" I'm controlling my emotions right now but I really wants to cry.

"A week ago" Whoa I'm lost. I'm really lost. Joohyun didn't tell me about this, I mean she doesn't need to tell but ugh! Is she really that insensitive?

"Lisa, don't make me repeat myself. Stay away from her. And...stop.taking.what's.mine" She said her finger poking my chest. She was about to leave when I called her

"Seul" She turned to face me.

"Are you happy with her?"

"I am" She smiled. I'm glad she is.

"Because that's all matters" Then I went out of the house. A tear fall on my cheek. Seulgi matters to me, my sisters. All I want is to make them happy before leaving them.

I went back here to fix things, I didn't mean to fall in love. Yes I love Joohyun, I really do love her. But the fact that she makes my sister happy, I couldn't fight for her. Atleast that's the best thing I could give for Seulgi before leaving them. All I want is their happiness not mine. I know I'm being too harsh on myself, but it makes me happy when I see them happy, because my sister....they are my strength.

I know it's late but I went in a convenience store to buy some drinks then I'll go to my favorite place. I just want to get wasted for tonight. My phone is ringing none stop but I didn't bother to answer. Iwant to be alone, I want to think and at this point I want to disappear. Why does history keep repeating itself? What did I do to deserve this?

To be honest, I really expected that Joohyun and I were on the same page. I thought she likes me too, because she's sweet, caring and stuff but those are just nothing? Great! But I don't blame her for that, because I expected and that's my fault. She's just being friendly and me, loving her secretly.