all i do is dream about you anymore, being asleep has quickly become my favorite past time. i guess it's not a bad thing, i know it's not helping me accept the fact that i can't see you, but it's temporary relief. everything is so vivid in my dreams, i feel your hands touch my skin, i can feel your lips on my cheek, i can even feel how soft your hair is when i move it out of your face. i miss doing that, even though i think it annoyed you... still, i miss it.
i've always had the ability to control my dreams, and i am so thankful for this, but not when it comes to ones about you. i like to let them take their course, i want to see and feel what the universe is showing me. i have to be experiencing these for a reason, it can't be all for nothing. if it is then i don't want to accept that.
i know i'll see you, maybe not soon, but eventually. and things will be better i know but i can't help but give into the feeling of longing and missing you. i just hope you dream of me the same.
