i wish you would have talked to me or told me. i was right there in your phone, right there talking to you and you didn't mention it once. i had no idea and i hated myself for months because of it. i'm so mad at you, i'll never forgive you for how you hurt me, your family, your loved ones. i'll always remember how selfish you are for taking yourself away from me and how you didn't let me help. i wish you would have given me a warning, even a hint of what was going on in your head but you didn't. you didn't think of how i would react and for that i am pissed. it's been a year and four months and i am still waiting for a text from you, a response to my comment. i'm still waiting for a goodbye that you never gave me.
