i know it's a strong word, i've been taught from a young age that you need to use that word carefully. i've always told my friends i love them, i've always been almost careless with it with them, because i want them to know no matter what that they're loved by me at least. i never want anyone to go without knowing i love them.
i don't know why it's so different with you. i struggle to get the words out and it means that much more to me.