i hope i ruin little things for you. i hope that when you see the color yellow you feel sick to your stomach. i hope that when you enter my hometown that your heart hurts. i hope that when you see silver rings that you think of mine and cringe. i hope that when you taste apples that you feel the need to spit it out. i hope that when you feel genuine love and care that you're forced to think of me and what i gave you. i hope i ruin more things than you ruined for me.