i am not the girl you've heard about from your "friends" and i'm not the girl you talked about with the people who barely know me. i'm sure you've heard a lot about me, especially from people who are known for "losing" good friends. i know you believe every thing you've heard and i'm sure you think i'm a terrible monster for the things i've done. but what have you heard? what do you believe? do you believe what this person has been telling you when you've never interacted with me?
i am not the girl who hurts people for fun, i am not the girl who goes out of my way to start drama, and i am not the girl who did any of these things your "friend" told you about. everything i have done has been out of love, protecting myself and others, and from peace. i have never gone out of my way to break people down or hurt anyone, or whatever you have believed of me for so long. i am not the girl who i have been told that i am, after hearing what people thought of me i cant help but see how this mirrors the said "friend" who spread this.
i am not the girl your friend made me out to be, i am not a clone of her and her own toxic traits. i will never be what she is. i am not that girl. and i am so thankful i am able to take back my reputation and show everyone who this "friend" really is one by one. i have no fear and she holds nothing above me. i know who i am and what i have done, and i know there is no problem with a single thing i've done, i just want to be viewed as a bad person. and to her, i'm sorry i threaten you this much, enough to make you go out of your way to lie and make me out to be a terrible person.
i am not that girl. i am not who you think i am.
