there's something about her, about her exotic character, her blue eyes, her ability to talk about absolutely nothing for hours. she excited me in a way no one else had, she had me checking my phone for her text as soon as i got the chance. she visited me from time to time, gave me warm hugs and took stress off of my shoulders by simply existing.
i started talking to her less and less, work had gotten crazy busy, i had no time to think for myself, i lost contact with her slowly. i was aware of it but i could do nothing but watch our relationship unravel.
she was a temporary relief in my life, i got attached quickly and she made my days a little brighter then. i'm happy to see her happy now, even without me in her life. i'm sure one day i'll have the balls to talk to her about that time.
but until then, ill watch her be happy, like she's always deserved.
