my body is a currency.
my mental health is at an all time low,
i've opened up to you and asked for help,
the only way i feel i can repay you
is with my body.
if i show you my body and let you have me,
maybe it will make up for my burdening,
maybe you will think it's an even trade
if i give you my body.
the guilt eats at me for being so negative,
for always being sad, always struggling,
always something new with me.
so now i am in debt.
i will make myself be okay
for a few moment of pleasure for you
to make up for being mentally ill
and asking for your support.
my body is the only currency i can use to repay you.
