One-sided Love(Completed)

Chapter 11

Mine

Chapter 11

I was closing my notebook when my phone suddenly beep. My lips form into smiled when i read his message. My relationship with cristan back again but i can say we much closer than before .

He back fetching and driving me home and he texting me again . We are not talked about that girl yet , he keep his mouth closed so am i . I failed to start a conversation with him about that matter .

Or i should ask him ? or not ?

I'm afraid what will happen next. I wanted to ask him about that girl. If he still seeing her , if he keep stalking her , dating her ? From what i saw their more than that but what happen? Out of the blue their back from being strangers again , just like danvis and i.

After that night i end everything about us or what kind relationship he expected from me. He indirect confessed and i'm scared to make our friendship long because i can hurt him in the end.

We never cross our path again . It's really okay for me 'cause i don't know how to act like strangers like before.

I can't look direct in to his eyes. I really can't just because i think i'm guilty. Danvis is good friend , he's a good person. He's in beside when i'm nothing. He never leave in my side . That's why when i'm pushed him away it's really hurt. My heart stop pounded. My world suddenly go down. The feeling that i lost him everything of me lost too. And that's my regret.

I hope someday he found the right girl for him. The girl can surpass his love for her.

"Tam , may naghihintay sayo sa labas." tiningnan niya ako na may panunuksong tingin. " Ang gwapo ng bestfriend mo tam ! Pero nasan na yung poging kasama mo maglunch lastweek ? Binasted mo o binasted ka? " sabi niya sabay tawa na parang baliw .

Napailing nalang ako at niligpit ang gamit ko tsaka tumayo.

Nakangiting cristan ang sumalubong sakin paglabas ko. Kinuha niya ang gamit ko at pinauna akong maglakad.
We talked about a lot of things about us while walking in the long hallway. The things we missed each other more than a week.

Napangiti ako habang nagkwe-kwento siya.

He's really back!

Pinagmasdan ko lang ang kanyang mukha kung pano siya tumawa , ang mga reaction niya . Pero isa lang ang pilit niyang iniiwasang ikwento , about that girl. Hindi ko alam kung sinasadya niya nga ba talaga o ayaw niya lang talaga pag usapan.

Nagulat ako ng pinitik niya ako sa ulo.

" Danvis !"

Napakunot siya ng noo. Pati ako'y napatigil rin at kumurap. What did i call him ? F*ck ! Tamara damn!

" Who's danvis ?" nagtatakang tanong niya. Umiwas ako ng tingin pero hinawakan niya ako sa baba at tiningnan ako sa mata. Matalim ang titig niya sakin.

" I remembered , you called me 'danvis' that night. " napapikit ako ."Tamara ?" may pagbabanta sa kanyang boses.

Napalunok ako.

" Who the hell is 'danvis' ?"

" My friend." sagot ko at matapang na sinalubong ang kanyang mata. Napataas naman siya ng kilay at nakipaglaban ng titigan sakin.

" Friend ?" Tumango ako.

" My gay classmate in my major subject. " i lied . Great tamara ! " We are partners in reporting so we became close and i consider him as my friend." I cross my two fingers in my back. Sorry for lying .

" Are you really sure that his a gay ?" he make sure.

Binitawan niya na ang mukha ko nagliwanag narin ang kanyang mukha.