Dead.
Ansel was gone. He got most of the impact. And it killed him. Instantly.
I screamed as I punched the hospital walls. I punched and punched as hard as I could, but there was nothing happening. I wasn't alive. But I wasn't exactly dead either. I punched harder, bleed already, hurt already.
I lost him. I screamed louder, and punched harder. I kept on screeching as tears ran down my face. I screamed, and screamed. End me. Take me to my love.
I hit as hard as I could, it still didn't hurt. But I was hurting. There was no scale on how much I hurt. I was filled with angry and sad emotions. Realizing I just lost half of me. Ansel. I screamed louder, at the top of my lungs. I kept on screaming as I ran down the hall towards one of the rooms.
Ansel.
Ansel.
His face kept on popping up in my mind as the truck slammed into him. I ran up to the door and saw. My baby girl lives. She breathes. I still screamed, my lungs not giving up. She cried as the doctors rushed around the room. A huge cut on her stomach. I stopped screaming now. As I saw the blood coming out of her.
I banged on the door. "Aurora!" I screamed over and over again. Banging on the door harder each time. Then I stopped as I saw the doctors cover her face with a tube, causing her to fall asleep. They quickly pulled the bed she remained out of the room.
It wasn't a large cut, but it was enough to take my baby girl too. I ran by her side. She was shaking, badly. "Mommy's here!" I sobbed. And I screamed ounce more while running by her side. I didn't know where my body lay. Where I was laid down to die.
They rushed her into a room and slammed the door behind me, locking me out. I couldn't see in this time, there was no window. I screamed again. Louder, now it hurt. I kept o sobbing as I ran down the other hall quickly to see if I was close to dead.
Luckily there was a crack, allowing me to slip through but then the doctors quickly shut it. "We are loosing her!" One of them yelled. And I ran over to my body as they gave me a shock. "Not yet!" I yelled at myself. "You can't leave yet!"
I saw the blood covering my face. A large scratch that started at my hairline, went over my eyelid, and ended right above my lip. It kept bleeding. My nose was broken, and part of my leg shattered. There as a cut that was deep around my ankle. Where I remember now my foot getting stuck. My right hip was broken. And my arm had a large red spot covering over half my arm.
There was blood running down my back. Then it hit me. I would be paralyzed from the hip down if they didn't take care of my back right away. "Eternal bleeding from multiple spots!" One doctor yelled as another wrapped things around my arm and ankle.
I wouldn't make it. I knew I wouldn't. One of the doctor's eyes were teary because she knew that too. "We are loosing her." She yelled again, and I could tell she was sad and didn't want me to go. One of the other doctors quickly gave me another shock. Alex. I remembered.
I ran out of the room and towards the waiting room. They were all there. Lilly, dad, Alex, Mason, Alex, and some friends and family of Ansel.
Lilly sobbed louder than other as my dad bounce her on his leg and a few tears ran down his face. Alex was sitting on Mason's lap. He had carried her up because they both wanted to get up here as soon as possible.
Alex cried into Mason's shoulder loudly and he cried too. He tried to hide it but he couldn't. My eyes burned from crying so much. "I'm sorry." I choked then ran back to the room they had put Lilly in. I put my ear up to the door. "Mommy's here." I sobbed and I screamed again. This time I slid down on to the floor and kept on screaming.
Ansel. What do I do? I can't stay without Ansel, but if I leave Aurora.. She would be put into a new home, and not have any memory of her real mother. I can't leave her, she was just born. But, I can't handle life without Ansel.
I sobbed and screamed. But then I stopped I couldn't scream anymore. I breathed heavily. I could barely breathe. I was dying. I stood up slowly. Everything was blurry, and I was dizzy. I looked as light started pouring into the hallway I remained in.
I stayed leaning against Aurora's door. I'm sorry. I love you Aurora.
I stood up quickly as I her, breathing but motionless.
I could now push through the door. Which meant my heart would stop any minute.
and I reached for her hand,
but it was to late,
and i was gone.
A/N READ PLEASE!
Sooo, sorry. There will be a SECOND book all about Aurora's life! (<-no not anymore)
I might do another chapter. The second book will be a lot longer. There will be much more chapters in it. Aurora will be around 17 in the second book probably. It will mostly be about her falling in love and living without her parents. And everything!
It will be good! I promise!
