Meredith's Pov
Since Derek's wife arrived in Seattle, my mental health has gone to hell. My depression is taking over everything and I can't stop it.
"Come on Mer, get out of bed!" George bellowed from the foot of my bed.
"Just go away George!" I yelled into the pillow.
"You have a vagina Izzie, get her out of bed!" He whispered to her.
"Just because we share the same anatomy doesn't mean she will listen to me" Izzie said harshly. I harshly rolled over and got out of bed.
"I guess sleep doesn't fucking exist!" I yelled angrily.
"Yeah, neither does being nice apparently" George chuckled. I tried not to snap but I couldn't keep my anger in.
"Do you want to fucking walk in the rain?" I asked harshly. He shook his head. "That's what I though!" I added. The ride was quiet besides the low music coming from the cars radio. Izzie and George occasionally gave each other worried glances, and the looked at me worriedly too.
"Are you okay Mer?" Izzie asked. I stayed focused on the road. "You've been acting all weird since Addison showed up" she added.
"I'm fine guys, how would you like me to act? Like a happy person?" I asked harshly.
"No but don't you think you should be happier than you are?" She asked.
"Izzie she just found out he was married and got dumped for her in a span of two weeks, nobody would be normal if they weren't that depressed" George said. He had a point but what he didn't know was that I have been depressed since my childhood.
"Okay, just forget I asked" she said.
"Trust me I will" I replied. We got to the hospital and ran to the locker room.
"You better have read up in all the cases Grey!" Addison Montgomery bellowed.
"Yeah, I'm all caught up" I said. Bitch.
Lyrics:
(I'll say it, say it, say it now
I'll say it, say it, say it now
And then I'll open my mouth
And let the words fall out
I'll say it, say it, say it now
I wanna give myself permission
I don't wanna hold it in
I wanna stand and speak my truth
No matter how hard it is
No blame, no shame about, about
What I'll say it, say it, say it now
I'll say it, say it, say it now
Cause this weight on my chest
I gotta lay to rest
I'll say it, say it, say it now
I'll say it- Now
Mmmm...
I'll say it, say it, say it now)
Word count: 436
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Here's the thing about depression, It sucks!
FanfictionThis is not the second part of Pure hatred&True love, but I am writing another MerAdd fanfic. This description will not say anything about MerAdd so you will have to read to learn this version of their story. ...
