Here's the thing about depression, It sucks!

𝖤𝗅𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗇~ are you?

Addison's Pov

"Is everything okay between you two?" I asked softly hoping for an answer.

"Yeah we are fine, nothing is wrong" Meredith said. The elevator dinged and the walked off into separate directions. I stepped off and went my own way.

*****

She was sitting in a conference room alone doing charts from her Cardio cases. She and my husband had to be sleeping together again. Nobody feuds like this if they aren't secretly sleeping together.

"Do you need something Dr.Montgomery?" She asked. I sighed and asked.

"Tu couches avec mon mari?" I asked.
(Are you sleeping with my husband?)

"Non, nous ne le sommes pas" she replied softly.
(No we're not)

"You speak French?" I asked. She nodded.

"I'm a French girl, my mother lived in France when I was born" she said. "It's my native language" she added.

"Oh, well it just seemed like something was going on between you two, you would tell me right? If there was?" I stated.

"I'm dating Finn, Addison" she said quickly.

"Oh,okay" I replied.

"Addison?" She said quietly.

"N-no no,it's fine" I said as I walked out of the room
He was still in love with her. He should be focused on being with me not her.

*****

"Maybe I should date the vet! Oh wait that won't affect you because I'm not Meredith Grey!" I roared loudly. He turned and looked over the railing. Meredith was starting up at us along with everyone. A single tear slipped from her eye and she ran off.

"You just can't let things go, can you?" He whispered harshly. He walked down the steps in into an empty conference room. I turned and walked away.

*****

"Seriously Addie, screaming about your husbands lust for an intern for everyone to see?" Richard said loudly.

"It angers me because he is jealous that she is dating our vet" I said. He nodded and stretched his hand out.

"I know, come here" he said pulling me into a hug. "I understand, but please, next time refrain from yelling in front of the entire hospital" he added.

Lyrics:

(You know I, I'm afraid of change
Guess that's why we stay the same
So tell me to leave, I'll pack my bags, get on the road
Find someone that loves you better than I do, darling, I know
'Cause you remind me every day, I'm not enough, but I still stay
Feels like a lifetime
Just tryna get by
While we're dying inside
I've done a lot of things wrong
Loving you being one
But I can't move on)

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