Addison's Pov
"Your mom has Alzheimer's?" I asked. She looked up from her charts.
"Yes, she does" Meredith replied quickly.
"How long has she been sick?" I asked.
"She's been sick for about 5 years" she said. She looked back down at her chart and refused to face me.
"I'm sorry" I said sympathetically.
"What are you sorry for? You don't have to deal with this!" She said harshly. I didn't understand it, but she didn't need to be that hard.
"I'm just trying to be nice and understanding!" I replied firmly.
"Do you know what it's like to have your mother not know who she is? Who you are? No, you don't! You can be as nice as you want but until this happens to you, you will never understand it!" She yelled. Tears sprang from her eyes. I pulled her into a hug. To be honest, I don't know why, but I did.
"I will never understand it, but just take the comfort" I said softly.
"Funny how it takes a piece of my messed up life makes you become a nice human being" She said. "Thanks for the comfort but I would prefer to be alone for now, I'll do all your charts, pre-op and post-op" she said. She stood up and walked off to an empty room. Maybe she isn't that bad. Maybe I shouldn't have judged her right away, she had gone through enough that last few years. Derek broke her again, who knows how much she can handle.
Lyrics:
(You say I am loved when I can't feel a thing
You say I am strong when I think I am weak
And You say I am held when I am falling short
And when I don't belong, oh, You say I am Yours
And I believe (I), oh, I believe (I)
What You say of me (I)
I believe)
A/N: comment your favorite song and the author and I will put lyrics to that song in one of the chapters.
Word count: 342
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Here's the thing about depression, It sucks!
FanfictionThis is not the second part of Pure hatred&True love, but I am writing another MerAdd fanfic. This description will not say anything about MerAdd so you will have to read to learn this version of their story. ...
