Our Little Secret

21-Emme

*Leahs pov*

It happened. Me and Jennifer had sex, we actually fucked. I can't believe it.

I'm laying here shocked out of my mind, beside her while she's awake too. It's 5 am, the party ended not too long ago, it was a crazy party. We didn't get any sleep after we had sex, we've just been staring at the ceiling. We haven't even said anything to eachother, I think we just made a big mistake, but I'm trying to stay calm, I don't want it to be like last time, we were both drunk. It's fine, it won't happen again...right?

I let out a sigh and Jennifer turns and faces me. "Are you gonna bitch about this later?" She asks. "What?" I ask. "I mean, are you gonna go off on me again about how it was my fault?" She tilts her head. "No." I sigh and shake my head. "That was definitely a 2 person job." I shake my head and she giggles.

"It's not funny Jennifer, I'm not blaming you again, but lemme just say this, that was wrong. What we did...was wrong." I say and look away. "Yeah...yeah." She says in a sad tone. "It seemed like a good idea at the time..." She says and giggles some but she try's not to." "I'm serious." I say and look at her. "I'm sorry." She says and pouts and I just roll my eyes.

"You're good though." She says. "Gee thanks." I say sarcastically. "You're welcome." She says emotionless. "How was I? I mean I've never done it with a girl, but I was pretty confident, and by the way you were moaning, I would say I'm pretty great.." She goes on basically talking to herself. "I can't with you." I say and stand up. And grab my underwear off the floor.

I put on my bra and panties. Then I look around for my dress. "Where the fuck did you throw my dress?" I ask while looking around. "I don't know." She shrugs. I sigh then I see it on top of the tall dresser. "Wow." I say to myself and roll my eyes. Then I walk over and reach for it and pull it down. I step into it and try to zip it up, but I can't. "Come." Jennifer says to me. I walk over to her and she sits up and zips it up for me. Then I walk over to her dress on the floor and throw it at her. "Get dressed." I say. "Ugh. You're welcome." She scoffs.

I go in the bathroom, and look at myself in the mirror. "Ugh, I feel disgusting.." I say. I walk back out and Jen is still in bed. "What are you doing? C'mon." I say. "Why are we getting dressed it's 5 in the morning, let's just sleep." She groans. "You can stay. But I feel like a whore." I say and pick up one of my fake eyelashes off the floor and hold it up. "Wow, that's nice." I say sarcastically. "Ok. Bye." She says and rolls over. "Please come." I say. "Why, you just said I can stay.." She says.

"I know but I'd feel so much better if I knew you were home safe, just please, let's go." I say. She groans and sits up. "Fine." Then she just smiles at me. "What?!" I say annoyed. "You care about meee." She giggles. "Shut the fuck up." I say and grab my heels.

She gets dressed and we head downstairs. "Damn." She says since there is stuff everywhere. Cups all over the floor, food on the ground too, people on the couch's. Whew, I'm glad this isn't my house. We quietly walk to the door and walk out. "Just, text me when you get home I guess." I say to her. "Ok" She says and we go our separate ways.

The drive back to my house is terrible. I can't believe I'm going back to my husband and kid after I fucked a girl. What's wrong with me. I cheated again. I seem a lot more calm, and I'm trying to keep it that way, freaking out isn't going to help. But the worst part is that I don't necessarily regret it....I liked it. This is just a whole mess.

I get home and open the door and walk in. I drop my heels on the floor and walk upstairs. I go in my room and see Angelo sitting up awake. "Hey, why aren't you asleep." I ask. He looks at me and sighs. "I was worried.....you wouldn't answer your phone.." He says. Then I look at my phone and realize all the missed calls. "Shit. I'm sorry baby. I didn't realize, and I didn't think I'd be out this late." I apologize. "It's fine, I'm just glad you're ok." He sighs. I smile and go into the bathroom and take a shower.

Once I finish I go into the room and lay down. "I'm sorry." I whisper again, but he just sighs. I eventually fall asleep.

-

I wake up and I realize it's 3 pm. Damn, that's what I get, at least it's the weekend. Saturday afternoon, and I am sleeping in. I close my eyes again and try to go to sleep. Then I hear someone walk in the room, I assumed it was Angelo.

"Wake uppp." They say. And it's not Angelo. I open my eyes and see Jennifer standing beside the bed. "What the fuck are you doing here?" I ask and sit up. "Your husband let me in." She shrugs and sits on the bed. "Notice you said husband, I have a husband, and so do you." I say tiredly.

"You said you weren't gonna bitch about it." She says and tilts her head. "Well sorry I tend to bitch without noticing." I nod and say with attitude. "Damn, someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed.." She sighs. "I'm just tired. Why are you here." I ask again. "I wanted to hang out. Emme is in Sofia's room." She says. "Where Max?" I ask. "With Alex." She says and looks away. "Oh." I say and stand up out of bed.

"My head hurts." I say and stretch. "I'm sorry." She says. "I wonder what happened to Jade." I say and sit back on the bed beside her. "Me too. I know what happened to Holly though..." She says and makes a face. "What?" I ask getting interested. "After we-ya know, did it, when I went to the bathroom, I heard her moaning in the other room." She says. "Jesus, were all so fucked in the head." I shake my head.

"I wonder who she was doing it with. Huh! What if she did it with Jade?!" She jumps. "I doubt that, I don't think jade likes her, not even as a friend." I shrug. "I don't know." She shrugs too.

"Girls like to have fun...with girls." She says and looks at me. "But that's ok." She says softly and leans in closer. Then she puts her lips against mine passionately. "Mamaaa!" Emme yells. We both jump and I see Emme standing in the doorway. Great.