Steven Universe Hard times

So far

(btw this is around the time of future )

I woke up from my bed and looked at my phone. It read 6 am. I got out of bed to get ready.

I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked like I was drunk.

"Cmon Steven quartz universe you can do this," Steven said to himself. He thought of volleyball, Jasper and bluebird and many other things. The images ran through his head about what he did. The truth was Steven hated himself. He wish he would've not been born in the first place. He then looked at the text in his phone. The truth was ever since he saw Connie's friends Steven started to hangout with his own friends he just met. Mark one of his friends said they were gonna have a party Steven didn't know if he should go. Steven wasn't busy as he used to be since he stopped going to little homeschool. He was just going to meet his new friends and hangout.

Ugh I hate this maybe I should have not quit little homeschool. Why do I feel like this... Its probably fine.. right? Steven thought as he walked out of the house. He decided to walk there.

Steven looked at the board walk where he used to ask Pedee for the bits all the time. He saw Pedee and waved and Pedee waved back. 

Steven sighed. 

"So much has changed," Steven thought out loud.

"Really? Yeah but were basically still the same," Amythest said sneaking up on Steven

Steven jumped. " What the heck Amythest!" Steven exclaimed

"What do you mean? Where are YOU going Steven???" Amythest asked

" Just meeting up with some friends my age," Steven awnserd.

"Oh I haven't seen Connie in awhile," Amythest said.

"You know Amythest Connie isn't my only human friend!" Steven said clearly annoyed.

"Ohhh you talkn bout that french fry dude deee something," Amythest said.

"Amythest don't think you know everything about me! You think my only friend is Connie well guess what you don't know my life I am not 14 anymore I am not the little kid okay? Ugh what ever," Steven yelled and left

Amythest stood there shocked.