My Bittersweet Escape

My Bittersweet Escape - Twenty Five

Chapter 25 - Sad Beautiful Tragic Love Affair 

ZOEY'S POV

Nakalabas na ko ng ospital pero hanggang ngayon ayaw parin magsink in sa utak ko lahat ng nangyari. Sobrang hindi ko matanggap. Hindi talaga. I've been such a dumbass. Bakit ba ang bobo bobo ko?! Kasalanan ko naman talaga lahat to eh. Wala na dapat nadamay na iba. Sana ako nalang yung namatay! Please! Austin! Isama mo na ko!!!! :(((((((((((( I can't take this anymore

3RD PERSON'S POV

Nasa sementeryo na ang lahat. Ngayon kasi yung burol ni Austin. Oo, masakit. Parang panaginip lang sa lahat ang nangyayari ngayon. Katulad ni Zoey, maraming tao ang hindi matanggap ang mga pangyayari ngayon. 

"Tita, Tito. I'm so sorry. This is all my fault. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry." patuloy lang sa pagiyak si Zoey habang kausap niya ang mga magulang ni Austin

"It's not anyboby's fault Zoey. Kukunin din naman talaga siya ni Lord eh, unexpected lang kasi medyo napaaga." pagbibiro pa ng Dad ni Austin.

"I know. It's hard for you at ganun narin samin all we have to do is move on. I'm so sorry Zoey, sorry kasi hindi rin namin agad na nasabi sayo lahat. He told us na wag na wag sasabihin sayo kasi ayaw ka niyang malungkot." austin's mom was crying so hard na agad namang niyakap ng asawa nito.

"Sige na. Maupo na tayo, magsisimula na." 

Marami rami din tao ang dumalo. Kumalat din kasi sa buong campus ang buong nangyari kaya't halos lahat ng fangirls ni Austin dumalo para makiluksa. 

"Besty, are you sure you can do it? Baka mastress ka nanaman?" pagaalalang tanong ni Emma sa kaibigan

"I'm fine and this is my last message for him. I know nandito pa siya I can feel it."

"It's alright Zoey. We're always here for you. Wag mong sisihin yung sarili mo." Bambi says to her

"Thanks Bambi. Asan nga pala sila Chace" tanong nito sakanila. Napansin kasi nilang hindi nila makita ang tatlong yun.

"I saw them kanina. They were having some ritual ata." Monique says

"Ritual?" Emma asks

"Oo. I really don't know what was that all about but I think it's for Austin." 

Maya maya lang din. Nagsimula ng magsalita yung pari. Nagtipon tipon na rin ang lahat. It's time. Last message na ng family and mga close relatives para kay Austin. Nagsimula sa Mom niya tapos sa Dad, closest tita, cousins and last na nagbigay ng message ay si Zoey.

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"Austin. He was a such nice guy to everyone, hearthrob ng campus yan. He was a true friend to everyone, a caring and thoughtful and loving son to his parents.

When we we're still in high school. 1st year yun, he was the very first person na kumausap sa sakin that was the time nung nakita niya akong umiiyak pagkatapos nun nakijoin siya sa pagiyak ko, ang sabi niya sakin that day iniwan din daw kasi siya nung bestfriend niyang....

pagong." and that made everyone laugh

"He was the most charming, sweet, romantic, affectionate boyfriend that anyone would wish to have. Swerte ko lang eh. He never fails to make me smile and laugh all the way. Aminin nating lahat na medyo off minsan ang sense of humor niya pero pwede na rin pagtyagaan.  =))

Walang araw na lumilipas na hindi niya napaparamdam sakin kung gaano niya ako kamahal and I'm really really lucky for that. He was too good enough for me and I couldn't ask for anything more. But unfortunate things happen nga naman talaga. Hindi yan nawawala. Yeah. Siguro nga nabalitaan niyo din na nagbreak kami a couple of months ago....