Better Off | A Sidemen Fanfic

Chapter 20

Today was the day. I said goodbye to Beans for the last time. The hospital were keeping me under supervision for a month and then I was allowed to go home but keep coming back however long to keep getting it.

The boys left 3 days ago, which meant I would get to see them in another 4 days. My mum was waiting by my bed with Dav. They've been really supportive recently which was nice.

Anyways I message the group chat I was on with all the boys to tell them I was having my first Chemotherapy now. I then put my phone on the side.

Me and my oncologist have gotten quite close recently. She is the one who is helping me through the cancer and everything. Her name was Chloe and she was a really lovely person.

Chloe: Are you ready?

I nod and sit back in the bed. She sets me up to the wires and everything else. Now I just wait.

Mum: You're going to be okay honey.

Me: Mum I know. I'm strong I can fight this.

Mum: So you're not even worried one bit?

Me: Nope. I'm taking it like a pro.

I lied, I was actually shitting it. I'm so scared but I need to be brave for mum and the boys and especially Beans.

Me: Hey Chloe can I put some music on?

Chloe: Of course, who do you wanna listen to?

Me: Billie Ellish. She seems like the right mood right now.

She gets out her phone and puts it on load. I sit back and look up to the ceiling, listening to the music.

A while later it was finished. Chloe unwires me and I take a big breath. I go to grab my phone before my mum grabs it off me.

Mum: You need to rest. Isn't that right Chloe.

Chloe: Yes, it's best for today that you don't have any electronics. I'll give them back to you tomorrow.

Me: No! You can't! I need it! I need to listen to music. Please!

Mum: Sorry honey. You need rest.

She says as she walks out the room. Leaving me on my own.

Me: FUCK YOU THEN!

Fuck sake I just wanted to listen to a bit of music but noooo. This was an absolute piss take. I lower my bed and lie down. There was nothing for me to do so I like look out the window and watch everything going by.

I must have nodded off to sleep because I woke up to the sound of someone walking in my room. I turn around to see it was Chloe.

Me: Chloeeeee!

I held my arms out for her to hug me which she does.

Chloe: I came to give you your phone back, just for a minute to message the boys.

Me: Thank you thank you thank you!

She passes me my phone and I see endless messages from the boys.

Simon: Good luck

Josh: We will see you ASAP!

Vik: You're gonna take this like a pro!

Me: Hey guys.