"calum?", y/n spoke with a shaky voice through the phone. "y/n? what's wrong? are you okay? did something happen?", I asked worried. "he broke up with me, I don't know what I did wrong.", she said, breaking down in tears. "no y/n, I'm so sorry. he's a complete idiot for letting someone as nice and kind and beautiful as you go. you'll find someone way better than him y/n", I said trying to calm her down while having mixed emotions about this myself.
I felt so sad for her, because joey really hurt her, but I also felt a sense off happiness because he was no longer in the picture now and I know that's so wrong of me to have those feelings right now but I just can't help it. they say the feeling of being in love usually disappears after three months. well that's a lie, I can confirm. joey and y/n were together for a whole year. my feelings for her haven't changed a bit, if anything they only grew stronger.
"cal, he's kicking me out of our apartment. I tried to stop him, but there's nothing I can do. everything is registered on his name. I have nothing cal. and there's no way I can buy a place for myself right now. and yeah I have a pretty good salary from my job, but it's not enough to buy a decent apartment straight away, just like that. I can't go anywhere, my parents live all the way in canada and I don't want to go live with my brother, he just got a son. what am I supposed to do, calum?", she sobbed.
"y/n, it's gonna be okay.", I assured her. "I'm coming to you right now so we can pack up all your stuff and then we'll go to my place. you can come live with me for a while, okay?" "I don't know calum, I feel like I'm gonna be a burden and I don't want that.", she complained. "y/n, listen to me, you're my best friend. I would love it if you came to live with me. you would never be a burden.", I spoke firmly in an attempt to convince her I meant it. "ok", she spoke quietly.
I told her I'd be there in a couple minutes, I got in my car and got there as fast as I could.
she opened the door for me with puffy red eyes, showing clearly that she had been crying a lot. she didn't say anything, just stepped aside to let me in. as soon as the door fell shut, she bursted out in tears. I wrapped my arms around her waist, I pulled her as close to me as I could and I combed my fingers through her hair to calm her down. We stood like that for a while, until her cries turned silent and eventually stopped.
"I'm sorry.", she whispered, breaking the silence. "shhh, it's gonna be okay y/n you'll be fine.", I said, "let's go get your stuff and get out of here." "thank you calum.", she replied, giving me a kiss on my cheek. making every single nerve in my body focus on the place where her soft lips had just touched the skin on my face, everything else went numb. I am so smitten for her, more than I even realise myself.
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after she was all set up in the guest room and we had had something to eat, we both sat down on the couch to watch some movie. she was wearing a pair of comfy sweatpants and a shirt I'm pretty sure she stole from me once. I wouldn't really call it 'watching a movie' though. it was more like 'staring at the screen as long as possible to not have to say anything' on her part and 'staring at y/n instead of actually paying attention to the movie' on my part.
"come here y/n." I said softly as I pulled her into a hug after a while. she buried her face in the crook of my neck and started to sob again. I felt her hot tears fall down on the bare skin of my neck. I traced little circles on her back with my fingers, while holding her close to me and making soothing noises in an attempt to console her.
her breathing had slowed down and her sobs were no longer audible. "y/n, are you okay?", I asked after a while. when she didn't answer I tried to move her so I could see her face. only to be met with her closed, realising she had fallen asleep. she looked so peaceful, I really didn't want to wake her, so I just picked her up from the couch and carried her to her room.
I layed her down on the bed and pulled a blanket on top of here. when I was about to leave she stirred around and grabbed my hand. "don't leave me please.", she spoke quietly and I knew there were tears burning behind her eyes when she said this. "y/n, I would never do that.", I said while squeezing her hand. she was still holding it and as she stared at me.
I laid down next to her and wrapped her in my arms again. "don't cry, I'm here for you and I'm not going anywhere", I whispered close to her ear. she clenched my shirt in her fists and laid her head on my shoulder and we cuddled like this for the rest of the night.
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hi, if you're here from my blrub book this is the part you already read there but now with the letter attached in the next part
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Songs I wrote for you (CTH)
Hayran Kurgu"it's called songs I wrote for you. so we'd never forgot our story. I don't really know what else to say except I love you and I'll never forget you. the title probably gave it away but these are all the songs i ever wrote for you and I hope you lov...
